Infinite

2012-01-22T19:55:00.001+08:00

So I'm here at malaysia already. Left the house at 6am and got here to my cousin's house only at 6pm. Ridiculously long journey here but that's also because we stopped by Malacca halfway for some shopping. Mickey got fatter, and thankfully he didn't barked when I stepped in. So afraid of dog's barks! Hopefully a good and enjoyable 3 days stay over here, got 2 cousins here under the same roof as me :) I wna be back at Singapore too, I'll just make the best out of it here. Happy chinese new year!!!!!!!

2012-01-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

I got it wrong in my previous post till Ethel told me. It wasn't 2011, its 2012 already was I dreaming that time. Six days into the new year and I'm here to set my goals for the year. Gets really boring because everyone's doing theirs, so am I because I want to. And feel accomplished when I look back.

In 2012 I want to,

Stretch myself and learn more. Love without walls. Never give up. Do what I love. Run a marathon. Learn a few songs on the guitar. Save up for an itouch. Spend time with family and friends. Seek God. Forgive even when it’s hard. Smile often. Be grateful in all circumstances. Try new things. Work hard. Embrace change. Hesitate less. Make every moment count. Be thankful. Be happy. Pray not only in bad but also in good times. Live for today. And above all, trust in God.

I want to have a sausage dog after watching some cute video. Though I'm still scared of dogs.

Sweden was amazing

2012-01-04T23:14:00.001+08:00

HEJ! (It means hey in swedish) I've gots so much to say about the Sweden trip. It was a good 10 days with the team. Had so much fun, made all of us missed it so much the moment we touched down back at Singapore. Weather there was really cold. And there's the smoke smoke thing that comes out from my mouth whenever I talked. SO COOL I thought it only happens in movie!!!! The smoke thing still amuses me.

Lodge 32 was our home for the first 5 days. Enjoyed my stay there!

Had 10 people in a room and I got to sleep on double deck bed! On top of jazzy yeo. Hehe some nights when I couldn't sleep I moved alot and woke her up, opps!!! Sorry!

Cup noodles for late nights where we were allowed to stay up. There'll be this cool little table outside our room where we can all just sit and talk till we get chased in.

And GOD JUL means Merry Christmas!!!!!!

Food there wasn't fab but I love their muffins! I wish I could have them for all of my breakfasts!!!! Apple cinnamon nom nom. Lunch and dinner were always catered with the execeptions of a few times where we ate out. I had kebab meal which we shared with 3 people because the portion was so HUGE and we 3 still felt super full even though we shared!

Experienced taking the subway, shivering in the cold winds, cuddling together in the cold while waiting for our bus, having tough long 4hr trainings, bathing in the open, touching snow, watching elite matches oh and I must say SWEDISH GIRLS ARE SO PRETTY!

Yay my dearest girl! WE WENT SWEDEN TGT!!!

Christmas eve and christmas day was spent sightseeing at stockholm. It was an amazing time. Finally got to admire the scenery, skies were blue and clear, people-watch, visit little sweden and shopping places.

This was at Christmas market. And say hi to all my kids!

We watched changing of guards. It was quite cool! I saw those macho firece guards, those that really wouldn't smile and talk at all!!!!!!!!! And I saw guards with horses too.

Christmas lunch at coach's house where we tasted lots of traditional swedish food. I wouldn't say it tasted bad, but it wasn't too my liking. Had lots of fun putting up perfomances like skits and songs for our teachers. Joyful christmas indeed :)

On our way to Uppsala! No more stockholm and the smoke thing coming out from my mouth :(

Uppsala was our competition venue. 3 full days of competitions. Itinerary for us was literally breakfast, match, lunch, match, dinner match, debrief sleep. It was tough. We lost all the matches, which was expected because Sweden is number 1 in the world for floorball. We're nothing compared to them. It was really an eye opener watching sweden teams playing, how fast they move and how accurate their shots were. Awed.

Back in Singapore our guys can easily trash a school 17-1, but here in sweden its the other way round. But I'm so so so inspired by Sweden teams. We all just wna be like them! Bitter in the beginning but sweet at the end because the girls did a superb job for our last match. A sweet goal, tasted like candy :)

Love how this trip bonded close so much closer together. I love these girls to bits now!!!

And thermal sleeping bag in classrooms for us during our Uppsala stay. Which reminds me of an incident and Ms Seah told me she'd never forget me as the girl who got locked out outside. Hahahaha sigh.

I thank God for this amazing trip. For the girls, teachers, coach and everyone. I love how God was with me through this trip as well, waking up early in the morning to do qt with few of the girls, and just praying for his strength to be with us for the day ahead. Hej do! (It means bye teehehehe)

2012-01-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

Back from Sweden. Best than ever. Cold, fun and unforgettable, just like ice cream. 2011 came, past and go. Now its 2012. Anticipating a year of more endurance and strength. Miss my church homies so much I need to see them right now.

Proper update soon.

2011-12-20T17:18:00.002+08:00

I will be back. Can't wait to spend a white christmas over at Sweden. I will miss all you homies over here. Enjoy christmas alright, love xoxo. God's the reason for this season!

PS: I love buying and giving out gifts!
PPS: Just cut Dad's birthday cake because sadly I won't be able to celebrate with him this year again. Last year he was away at Shenzhen. He gave me two big slices because I'm leaving tonight and I wouldn't be able to eat the cake next morning. Yay to chocolate birthday cakes :) Happy birthday Daddy!

AND MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!

2011-12-18T10:02:00.000+08:00

I had an encounter yesterday, I don't know what words to use to describe it. But yeah an hour of lying on my bed hiding underneath my bedsheets and thanking God that I'm fine and everything is back to normal. So then I was alone at White Sands getting papers for christmas cards, fear creeped into me again and I felt teary in my eyes. I'm just glad its all over.

TWO MORE DAYS BEFORE I FLY!!!!! Am getting quite excited over the trip now. I've this huge luggage but I don't really want to use it because its really really that big. Wanted to use the smaller one but ITS TOO SMALL! Even Jazreel was laughing about it! I sneak-peeked at Jeanette's luggage and was so amazed by the way she packed her stuffs. So I followed suit and rolled all my clothes! Feels so accomplished at my half packed luggage now. I've lotsa empty space though because I already have a huge luggage yet I'm still rolling my clothes.

Had fhm chalet and we baked the world best brownie before that!!!!!!!!!!!

Eating it all by myself!

And I miss Mrs Kee so so so much! My amazing teacher who saw me through my D7 to A1 chemistry result for O's, I remembered that moment vividly :)

And then I met up with the girls for a mini afternoon picnic!

Haven't met up the rest of the girls yet because schedules keep clashing and I really miss them all alot :( Anyway these few days I was so lazy to choose music to play in my playlist that I decided to just listen to radio913 because 987 plays techno songs sometimes which I don't fancy. Then some were like you still listen to the radio?!?!?!!! YES I DO HAHA

Post Mission Trip Celebration though I didn't go for mission trip instead but I am so blessed by their stories when they came back!!! So proud that they did God's work and will there. So happy that they too were blessed and empowered from the trip. And look at the pretty christmas cake that Joel's mum baked for us! IT TASTED AWESOME!!!!!!!! And omg I'm looking forward to christmas right now.

The other day where we cooked our own dinner, I love cooking together as a group! Hate the oil splattering part though, will always give this job to the guys.

We were like "WIND TUNNEL!!!" From New Girl, which they influenced me to watch.

And I went shopping + blic with Mich too yay :) Haven't upload the photos yet, soon babe! I found a mini corkboard so I put it to good use and pin/hang up my friendship bands and necklace. I love friendship bands, those brown plaits kind, leather, beads, knots, anything.

Omg and you know what, I opened the fridge yesterday and found a rich chocolate cake inside! Time to eat some cake now yum yum!

2011-12-11T21:41:00.001+08:00

I kinda miss netball very much. Holding onto the ball, stepping into the center circle, running and making dodges, miss the sport alot. As well as the team! Sat down in our school's newly built indoor sports hall and talked about our coach, juniors, how jc stole our happiness. We all haven't changed much! Just that Eelin is slightly less bimbo now, which is kind of sad because I love her bimbo-ness!

Not the full team, but yay Netball chungcheng :')

And my dearest seniors!!!

Left school and squeezed 13 people into Celine's car like how we used to. I remember we always used to do that when we're going for competitions, unlike the other teams who got chartered buses. Then shocking passer-byes when we came down from the car one by one.

Headed to cell right after. Had a real meaningful time of reflecting 2011. The good and the bad. Victories and failures. Well its been a fairly fast year for me. And I really love reflecting. Makes me think alot! Mel asked us to sum up the year into 3 words. For me it was blessing, surrendering and enduring. Really sad me and Jazreel are gonna miss our cell's thanksgiving and christmas week :( Can't wait for upcoming sweden which is in a week though!!!!! Shall send a whatsapp message to god, please snow.

Oh yeah floorball trainings are doing good for me. Its tough, but learning alot from it. Been having a couple of friendly matches. Shall not delve into the details but very much enriching. I just find it so hard to be good at floorball now, I needa have more confidence in myself.

2011-12-01T22:53:00.001+08:00

I've got so much things on my mind to complete. I needa get myself a new pair of denim shorts, shop for christmas presents, write some cards, catch up on studies, make a trip down to Mount Zion and look at books, find a new bb cover.

It was raining in the morning today so we couldn't run on the track for pt. Instead we climbed stairs. Did 28 flights up and down mj, and now my thighs are aching. Would still prefer to run on track, its much easier for me. I miss Jazreel please come back soon!!! One more day I can't wait for my whole cell to be back I wna hear stories from them :)

I baked cupcakes yesterday, with two lovely girls ash and ven. Pretty chocolate cupcakes with white choc as icing! I love to bake, especially the moment the nice smell coming out from the oven AND YOU KNOW ITS A SUCCESS! When I'm a mother, I'd take up baking classes and bake often for my kids.

I'm typing whatever that comes to my mind. I'd love to paint a skyscrapper on room wall, if I'm given the chance. And stick some glow-in-the-dark stars on my ceilings. Parents are watching xfactor now, feel like going out to watch too. But maybe not I'm on my roller chair, wna roll to my bed soon.

2011-11-29T15:49:00.001+08:00

How long does it takes to know a person? Forever is never enough. Because the moment they start changing, you don't know them anymore.

2011-11-29T15:11:00.001+08:00

Work's finally over. Chalet is over too. As well as the friendly match with East View. Third time working at sitex, first samsung next lenovo and now toshiba. Honestly speaking lenovo is still the easiest to sell, I miss working for that brand. But it was another great experience this time, enjoyed working at every it fair. Meeting funny customers, enjoying lunch & dinner during breaktime, helping out one another with annoying customers.

Haha! I met a super cute auntie! The emcee was going "Last 2 laptops going for 899! Okay another one gone, LEFT LAST ONE" Then I was like "OMG AUNTIE LAST ONE ALREADY!!! i5 8GB RAM QUICKKK!!" And she went "I BUY I BUY!!!!!" And I pulled her hand to the counter hahahaha.

I miss putting up decorations on christmas tree!!!! Dad threw away our house's christmas tree because it was dirty. But I'm feeling the festive season still! Walking past shops playing christmas songs makes me wna go caroling. I always wanted to try that out!

This girl is away on mission trip with our cell to Malacca. Hope they're all doing good there :) Texted them before they left WILL MISS ALL OF THEM SO MUCH!!! Told them to take lotsa pictures with the kids for me to see, and I told Josiah to give the kids chocolates too. I'm very sure they will be happy!!!!!! Really wish I could be there, next year I hope. Miss you much Jaz :)

Friendly match with East View went alright. We wanted to win but ended up with a draw. And I did a amazing butt-fall after scoring one. Tailbone still hurts a little! Team mates played well, really proud of them. This is a stepping stone for more matches ahead.

I think mental willpower works alot for me! I told myself I needa get at least 3 sales on the second day of sitex, and yes did it. Then the next day at least 5, and amazingly reached 7. And for the match I told myself I'm going to get in at least 1 goal, and I did it. I like how I focus on what I want to achieve, and I aim for it. Okay going keep up the tempo!

And then it was chalet! A whole bungalow to ourselves. Whipped up our own dinner which was quite yummy, played games in the wee hours, talked, watched abduction, slept in some awkward small space, cooked mee goreng + egg for breakfast and cleaned up the entire house. Another episode of great memories!

2011-11-23T21:40:00.001+08:00

Yesterday we had training, kinda even strained the muscle aches we had from our pt. So this morning so horrible. Was late for lectures but I couldn't bring myself to run for the bus because my whole body was aching. Had open house prep today and it was surprisingly quite fun teaching the whole triton our mass dance! Had lotsa fun playing around and dancing to our songs, ended off with a dance battle. It was really enjoyable, stinked up the whole classroom with all our sweat even though the aircon was on.

Got a really bad sore throat coming up after the countless shoutings and cheers we did today. One thing I'm definitely proud of mj got to be the house spirit. That's what I felt even as I stepped into mj for the first time, and now I'm still feeling it.

Oh anyway I had a really meaningful bus ride home with Clara yesterday. She had some little gospel booklet in her bag ytd, and we decided to place it on the seat in front of us, hoping that someone will sit and take a look at it. Then we prayed out loud for the next person that is gna sit, and that a seed would be planted in his life. I was just really awed by the moment, because I haven't done this in ages. Reaching out to strangers.

Then there was this auntie beside us who approached and talked to us. Asked us for our school, and I was like "Meridian. (Whispers to clara: idk how to say in chinese) Uhhhhh mei lian???" Then she reprimanded us for not knowing how to speak chinese and how she despises people like us. I was so intimidated by her. Very. Then she started talking about mental patients and I just felt so scared of her. Just kept nodding my head in case I offend her. Then suddenly, I had this strong burden for her, it was so sudden. Clara had the urge to share the gospel with her, but a pity I had to alight from the bus and couldn't stay to talk anymore. Passed the gospel pack to her and really just hope she'll be blessed by it :) I AM STILL SCARED OF HER!!!

Gna work at it fair tomorrow, my third one. Gotta give school a miss though, quite bummed by the fact because I'll lag behind alot. Hopefully an enjoyable one this time again!

2011-11-22T07:01:00.001+08:00

I love camps. I love the getting together and spending the next few days together, talking our night away and sleeping in together, moaning when morning comes, wet games etc. True enough OGL camp allowed me to have my part of fun, bonding with the trionites as well. Really appreciate all the SCs for planning this, deep deep deep down from my heart. I always admire the planning committee, I tried being one before and it was really tough work so I understand what they went through. So Meridian Sc's, you guys are really true heroes :)

Night activity

Love bunking in with friends!

Last night was spent at study benches, talking laughing eating. Some went for nightwalk around school but I didn't because I was too lazy to move, they came back with stories with had my goosebumps standing up. Waited for macs to arrive at 3am, and went up to bunk around 4.30am. Always love the last night at camps!

Ending off with a 'O' cheer.

Still very much miss megalife camps. A pity this year we aren't having one :( I miss leading my group last year with small little cute girls like Shannon and Amanda. They were primary six back then, now they're secondary one, its really a heart-warming feeling to watch them grow up. Love giving hugs to them whenever I see them, and a pat on their head.

Hmm horrible pt yesterday. Ran 4.8km, did static trainings (weights, planks, leg lifts etc), then a little of sprintings. I died a little when I found out that there's training today. Hope it doesn't kill us just right after a day of pt.

2011-11-17T08:58:00.001+08:00

Finally caught Apple of my eye which everyone said it was nice. I'd say its worth a watch, but I still prefer happy ending storylines. Then I met sweetheart for frolick tuesdays.

Sat down and talked for ages. Feels good :)

Though I cannot make it for mission trip to Malacca this nov, I joined my cell for mission training. Feels nice to be part of the process though you can't be there in person. Always wanted to visit the orang asli kids over there but I guess its alright. I still can make a difference and help them indirectly through the planning process.

Each time I watch Eveything by Lifehouse video skit, it still touches me. And they're gna act that out. So excited for them! Watched them rehearse and it was really heart-warming. And funny at some parts! Oh and we learnt a few malay words too. For easier communication there. And learnt a happy cute dance to dance for the people there! Lastly, balloon sculpturing to end off the training. Learnt how to make heart, sword, cross, SNAKE!! Not forgetting, countless of balloon-bursting moments and screams.

Gna join my lovely cell for more mission trainings because I really want to contribute with my heart even though I can't go.

The other day where I brought them to Old airport road for some good food.

Besides small lil cosy cafes, I don't mind meals over at hawker centres like chomp chomp. Then can order satay, honey chicken wings, carrot cake and whats-not. All the oily food, but really satisfying with great company!!! Or if I'm not in a mood to stuff myself, THERE'S A:WAYS A PRATA SHOP!! (Hopefully)

And triton ogl ice-breaker games yesterday! Not exactly everyone in this picture. Had fun! And I'm going to have ogl camp tomorrow till sun. I haven't even packed my bag!!!

Stumbled upon Nick Vujicic's vid and I decided to watch it again and I really admired him. Life without limbs. Took a photo with him before but now I can't find it :( But really admire him for living his life without complaints. "No matter what you're going through, that God knows it, He is with you, He is going to pull you through."

2011-11-12T22:09:00.001+08:00

Been looking at winter clothes these past few days over at town. Its kinda fun looking at winter clothing! I don't like those windbreaker kinda material. I found the perfect dream winter jacket from pull & bear but I doubt I'll be getting it since I'll be going sweden once only. Gna borrow a few outer coats from Siewting yay she's so so so nice :)

Training today, and it wasn't one of the best one for the team. We got scolded by coach and a mini wake up call. True that, we're gna get thrased in sweden but I guess what we can do is to make an impression "hey that's the team that perseveres and never give up". Yeah! Gna work on stamina before the trip. But I need some discipline!!! Used to run every other 2/3 days but now I just lack the motivation.

I'm typing out this post while waiting for Marley & Me to load. Hopefully a good movie for a saturday night :) Oh and I just made a checklist of stuffs that I wna do. Some are not really realistic hahaha. But I shall post them up soon!

2011-11-10T11:36:00.003+08:00

Bunz. We used to spend almost every sunday together for dance practises. Christmas dance, Easter dance. And I really love them deep down from my heart. We all have really similar personalities so its really easy for us to relate to each other. But the stuffs that we go thru are really different, but we stick through each other's tough times :') Feels like we've really grown up since last year because much has happened in our lives and no doubt I'm gna continue holding on to this friendship till we get kids and still hang out together.

Snuggled at verny's house and dearest girl bought lotsa food for us awww :) we finished up her whole huge pack of m&m's!!! Watched Enduring love, and its one show which I'd never watch again. Ridiculous storyline and when I went school the next day I couldn't help but to share the weird and disturbing storyline to my classmates!!! Hahahaha.

I really enjoy crashing friend's house because it gives me the warm and comfy feel, like you're part of them. You're part of their life. And be in just spending the whole day at their house doing nothing but just talking eating playing sleeping, I don't mind.

Found out that the new sports complex at pasir ris has pasta mania and once upon a milkshake!!! Another great hangout place for me because its so quiet. And plus I love ice cream :) Happy food!!!

Hmmm op was yesterday and YEAH ITS ALL OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wasn't really anxious about my op because its been one of my better component. Just afraid about the q&a but thankfully it turned out fairly well. Though I tripped over my words for one part of my presentation, laughed a little while presenting the benefits part (grr its Mr Hon's fault!!!) and forgot what I was talking abt in the middle of q&a, I'm still glad I recovered quickly after each mishap and went on. Really thank God for being beside me through the entire pw journey. Now its just one last component - i&r!!! But actually tbh, I think I'd really really miss pw!!! Anyway I was really glad all my group members did well yesterday!!!!!!!!!! Like really happy for all of us :) :) :) WE DID IT!!!!

Listened to other classmates present too and I kept smiling at them! Felt so proud of them :) Fiona says she feels less nervous whenever she sees me smiling at her when she's presenting. Aww haha smiles help alot :)

Spent post-op at old airport road for early dinner and headed to vivo for some window-winter shopping and sat at vivo deck till 10. Really great night with two of my girls whom I treasure alot :)

2011-11-07T09:25:00.000+08:00

Starting off this post with, I can do all things through Him who strengthens me - Philippians 4:11. Made J2 cards together with my lovely girl jazreel at subway. I can't imagine if its my turn right now in the midst of preparation of A's. Scary isn't it! But we're all going go through it soon.

Millions of hugs and kisses to you hehehehehehe

STEAMBOAT! Yay to my cheesetofu!!!!!

Finally managed to talk with my dearest Kele, at subway again too (hahaha!) Our cell is forever subway-ing, or fish&co. If Sarah is around, then it'd be tea valley. The usual 3 spots haha!

Op is this coming wednesday. Tbh, no matter how much I dread pw now I WILL ACTUALLY MISS IT!!! I would really miss working together with Angela and Wiky. They've been my pillar of supports each time we have pw meetings. At tamp cfbean. Not forgetting yj too, went to his house yesterday for voice recording. It was fun being a manager! And watching our edited vid makes us feels so accomplished and happy :)

2011-11-03T22:05:00.001+08:00

Been rather carefree this week. The only thing that is bugging me is op! Which actually didn't take up alot of my time either. So this week I was really free, managed to do myself a favour. A run!!!! Finally. Ran on mon, tues and wed around the school track. Which I don't really fancy the idea of doing that because half of the time there are people playing soccer in the field and it feels super weird to be running around them. And I feel super embarrassed whenever someone says "Hey I saw you running just now" ahhh and my standard answer would be "Heh I was feeling bored".

Started our first mass dance prac this week too. Learnt 5 songs. Pace was much faster than colloseum's cheerleading. But it was fun finally getting together and learning new dance steps!

Oh yeah today had a talk with the pw comm and our irregular member. Addressed the issue of his attitude and stuffs and he got a lil heated in the middle of the discussion. Teacher say they're hoping not to send in the irregularities report else it would be the first time mj is doing this hence she asked our group to give him another chance. I always believe in chances and I'm definitely fine with working with him but now it seems like he's giving us the cold shoulder after today's talk with the teachers and us. Hoping for all things to go on well until the 9th, op presentation day.

Kinda getting the hang of op's q&a now. Guess the confidence and peace really comes from God. Was able to dissect the question and managed it pretty well each time. Hopefully I don't get complacent after knowing that I'm in the EE band already. Phua, just be confident of yourself and your answers alright!!!!! Your greatest enemy is always yourself, so don't get defeated by your fears :)

THESE TWO GIRLS ARE MY LIFE IN SCHOOL :')

Ogl games days! And have I mentioned how stupid my interview went hahaha "How are m&n's made?"

Lying on the school field after a run.

See, awkward pimple on my cheek. I'm always having awkward pimples and I got it once under my eye or something and dava went "Joanne what the hell is that on your face?!?!" And Corey foo replied "PIMPLE!!!" Hahaha ah well awkward pimples.

2011-11-01T09:41:00.002+08:00

I dreamt that I got a baby brother last night. Aww that would be cute. I'll play with him all day long. But I still wished for an older sister. To share clothes and secrets with!

3 cafes I'm hoping to visit soon during the hols or something!

Miss U cafe

Not exactly a cafe, but Lenas! Always walked past it but never gotten a chance to have a meal there.

And the Caramel cafe!

I love sitting down in cafes for catch-ups. Got lots to do over the short holidays. I feel like eating french toast for breakfast today. Oh and I love late school days but today I really have nothing to do at all. Antm doesn't want to load and I've done up my new op script. Can't be bothered to edit my I&R. Hmm maybe I'll take a long walk to white sands, drop by the library, then walk all the way to school.

2011-10-30T23:55:00.003+08:00

A week back we had our first ever floorball bbq. Popped by Clara's house before the night, and got to know her sis and mum which was quite a cool thing. Played with her neighbour's cute lil baby too. Headed to Anisa's house and oh reminds me SOMEONE PLS EAT PRATA WITH ME AT SIMPANG SOMEDAY!!!!

Enjoyed the night with the girls, and thanks to the guys who cooked delicious chicken wings and satays too!

Don't really fancy bbqs because I only eat hotdogs and satays but thankfully it was great company :')

Did I mention about wr submission last friday? IT WAS MAD. No seriously mad is an understatement. It was beyond madness!!!!!!!!!!! Don't really like the fact that we had to redo 70% of our wr the day before submission due to late notice, teacher kinda apologised and all we could do was to just resign to fate and slog our guts out past midnight. Left fel's house after 12am and thankfully caught the last bus home.

Submission day was hectic. Stayed in class and edit edit edit x100. Ran to the library and bookshop to print and bind, and made in on time! Second last group to submit WE MADE IT. We weren't even satisfied with our final work because we didn't had time to read thru the whole document!

Felt so insecure. But I'm just glad its all over. Gotta edit my op script and re-memorise it now because content in wr is slightly different now. I will pull through all this, together with supportive group members. (Some) hahahaha.

Like this sentence. Pw is not about getting the grade. Its about building relationships.

Sweetheart's wednesday

2011-10-27T06:28:00.001+08:00

Finally gotten a day to hang out with my lovely sweetheart. Its been AGES. So so so long since we last hanged out proper besides random bump-in-each-other at church on saturdays. I miss her SO MUCH. And I'm glad I spent this wednesday with her together! Used to hang out around town, random bus hopping, exploring secret garden, like how much I hope to do this again, time doesn't permit. I'm just contented enough to finally spent a day together with her :)

Meet my sweetheart, Joan :)

The cafe we initially wanted to go was CLOSED :( Decided on random bus hopping again

Settled on Raindrops Cafe. And it was raining outside anyway.

Wasn't planning to shop but I ended up buying a pair of heels and random stuffs along the way. Oh and we meet a few halloween people at scape. They figured out that we were scared of them and they walked towards us to scare us!!!!!!!!!!!! So intimidating. Reminded me of the time when I was walking along downtown alone and a group of scary masked people started surrounding me and I was so so so afraid.

Generally a well spent day :) More hang out days to come with sweetheart!

2011-10-26T00:19:00.003+08:00

“We’re both looking at the same moon, in the same world."

2011-10-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

I forgot what, but something gave me the thought and I realised I had 3 stages of friendship. Often, the first impression I give to people would be soft spoken and demure. I don't know why but most always say this. True enough, for the first few days/weeks/or even months of knowing me, I can be quite reserved. Listening to conversations, and contributing by laughing only.

Then I'll start opening up, where the talkative side of mine shows up. When I'm loud, I can be really loud! My inner monster unleash itself, and my shy girl image is gone by then. I enjoy making alot of noise, getting lively and all. I like creating a warm atmosphere, that's my personality. Life is too short for you to be dull and not have fun.

But however subsequently, I die down a little. Cy said I've changed, from a noisy girl to someone who toned down alot more. Who can be serious at times. Neither a good nor bad thing. I still do enjoy noisy moments with friends, but at times I get tired. I feel like I should only talk when I need to, laugh when I want to. Basically I'm just more comfortable around people that I don't need to put on a mask even when I'm tired. I just keep quiet and they'd understand. I like how they know I'm not making noise because I'm tired but not emo. I enjoy silence where both parties don't find it awkward but comfortable, I love that.

I just love discovering more about myself. I'm definitely a listener than a talker.

2011-10-25T06:45:00.001+08:00

Had our first op dry run yesterday. It was madness, our timing got changed from 11 to 8am so we didn't had time to practise at all. Clicking of slides was based of feelings, and we just did our best reading off our scripts with emotions. Generally all of us did quite well. I prefer speaking so much more than writing reports. Presenting is definitely one of my stronger component. Teacher said I managed to bring in the warm and lively atmosphere just that at times I went a little too fast. So yeah shall work on slowing down hehe.

I think pw tested alot on my patience. Well it was just unfortunate for us to get an annoying group member who does nothing and decided to go mia for yesterday's dry run. I called and texted him, no reply. Sometimes he just gets on my nerve but I'm just glad I never ever reached the time where I blew up. I like how my pw mates are supportive of one another (I mean excluding him) and I really enjoy the pw sessions at coffee bean. My pw mates are my close good friends in class and its so much easier to work with :)

Its another day of pw today, well for the whole week ahead. Gna conquer the week.

2011-10-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

I doubt @ashleytzy will be able to see this but for the million and one times, all the best for A's dear! Its a blessing officially getting to know you in Mj when we were both from cchms. Thanks for being a great agl, and how I would always bump into you in school and even outside on study dates. Believe that you'll do well for A's :)

I just cooked spag for dinner with my mum! Lots of meatballs hehehe unfortunately no sausages. My dad is over at hongkong and the house is so quiet whenever I come home after school. I mean its already so empty being an only child :( OH AND I AM SO EXCITED TO BAKE SOON! Cookies/muffins/brownie whatever I just love baking with friends why don't have I an oven at home.

There's training tomorrow for 3 hours, honestly I don't know how am I going to survive that. I like setting goals before trainings, it makes me more focused. Its alright if I don't meet my own expectations but I'm really afraid of disappointing others. I'd only feel good about myself when others tell me I did a good job. I don't know, I think I just got to be more confident of myself. Always feeling inadequate and insecure of myself. Got to conquer my greatest enemy, myself.

2011-10-15T11:42:00.000+08:00

Been so tied down by pw, re-editing proposals and trying my best not to complain (hahaha). I thought I'd have the time to read finish my book by this week but it seems impossible now. Barely halfway through. I remembered my banana got squashed in my bag yesterday!!!!!!!!! I WAS SO ATONISHED I TELL YOU. I yelp out a scream, and they were like what happened?! And I showed them the sucidal banana and they started laughing...

Anyway it was a terrible thursday, I woke up with a spinning headache and feverish forehead. Had the thought of skipping school but I couldn't because I had my classmate's birthday cake with me. Sweet classmates bought watermelon for me because they said it can cool down my heat. And they forced me to drink herbal tea and I insisted no. Decided to play frisbee after school and I was feeling much better after sweating it out! Headed to ikea for dinner. Good time good time :)

Yesterday my fever was gone and I ended up with a tummyache :( It was crazzzzzzzzzy!!! Toilet was literally my best friend. I spent half of phys tutorial inside the tutorial, missed part of the going through of answers. Hm yes talking about results, generally I'm alright with them. I mean humans can never ever be contented with their results no matter how well they scored. But I'm generally thankful for my results. B C D D S. Don't ask about the S hahahaha it was expected ;)

Thank God for the end of promos, and the taking back of results :)

2011-10-11T21:56:00.001+08:00

I think life is fragile. The moment you lose something, then you'll start realising its value and importance. I've never experienced losing someone so dear to me before. I don't wish to. I just hope my dear friend would be able to pull through this season, esp when its her A's this year. I'm keeping you in prayer :) Be strong. Daddy is at better place for eternal, and is looking down from heaven protecting you.

2011-10-11T05:56:00.003+08:00

Currently 5:37 and I'm up because I couldn't sleep anymore. Gna get breakfast soon but I think my house kinda ran out of snacks. How I wish I've got a wand and it will produce a waffle with maple syrup breakfast for me yum yum :) Had another session of training yesterday. Honestly I'm not one of the best ones there but I'll definitely work hard and make the remaining months count. I like the girls in there. And how I'm getting excited to go Sweden with them and spend our christmas there! Carols, snow, fireplace, full day training, league, its gna be exciting.

Almost done with our group's wr and op. Never thought we'd complete them. I was editing our group's wr and told Wiky to cut short his part because its way too much words and its eating into our proposals. And he cut short from 1000+ words to 137 words! I was so amazed! And that made me laugh quite a bit too hahahaha.

Got back my maths results yesterday. It wasn't my best but I'm definitely still gna be contented and joyous over it. It breaks my heart to see people getting upset over their results and how you wish you could be there for them. But "you're not going retain" doesn't work anymore. Everyone's getting pessimistic, and I'm sure I will to if I'm in their shoes. I don't know how to encourage them, but just gna be by them for everything that is going to happen. Going to get back more results in the few days to come.

My dearest Jazreel Yeo whom I love so so so much :)

Borrowed this book a few days back. A bibliography on Natascha Kampusch, how she got abducted at the age of ten, survived all odds and just recently escaped from her abductor on 2006. Hopefully a good read. I just have this sudden interest to read about life stories instead of fiction books. Hahaha it kinda inspires me!

JC1 Bash

2011-10-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

I could say last night was fun, with great company, deejay, laughter, but then again it further made me stand firm on my commitment. Alot more firm. Let's start from the top. JC1 Bash at Zouk! Haha I'm still surprised the teachers approved the JC1 party proposal. Headed to fel's house around 2, snuggled on her bed, painted nails and waited for the rest to come. Dressed up and we're all good to go. We had no idea what to wear so we were really afraid we'll go in underdressed because we heard some are wearing prom-dress like.

The deejay did a great job in keeping us entertained. I love how they provided my fav food!!! Hehe nuggets and pizza. Okay a plus point for that. And everyone looked pretty and suave :) Then the dance floor was opened, loud music and we literally had to shout to hear each other, all meridians started going crazy dancing. Really a sight! The only thing was I didn't join the crowd, I stood by the side. It was fun watching everyone though :)

But I think I'm gna be heavily judged. Alot saw me by the side while my friends were inside. Well I definitely had my reason for not going in. Few years back I made a commitment to myself and God that I'd never club, and that's something I'm gna to live by. So yeah yesterday I kept to my commitment. People occasionally saw me at the side, joined and talked to me for a while, then I told them to go back in and enjoy :) Its quite nice to see how people cared, they thought I was sad or something!!!! Hahaha.

While watching everyone, I thought I could have been over at down town for cell dinner. But I believe God allowed me to gain insights on what's life without him last night. I felt like I was through a little test last night, tested my values, my faith, and my resistance not giving in to temptations.

And now we're all sure that MUGGER SCHOOL DO CLUB HAHAHA and the deejay said its one of the craziest bunch of people he's come across.

I don't know who is going to read this post, but a little disclaimer here I do think that its definitely not wrong to club. Its fun once in a while, with crazy friends and all, would definitely be a great night, but just don't make it a lifestyle :) I just had my reason not to because I choose to live by my commitment. Overall I had a great night :)

Headed to supper at 313. I thought I lost my ezlink card but thank goodness I didn't hehehehe or else I'd be super bumped.

Love never fails

2011-10-08T00:51:00.001+08:00

Jazreel gave me a pack of gummies today, and it made my whole night :) Thanks babe small little things mean much to me. Cell was good today. Word was on 1 Corinthians:13. A widely used book, but it kinda hit me in a different way today. Something I brought home today was Love always perseveres. Something I strongly believe in, and what I hold closely to my heart. I believe love is always a choice. No matter how tough circumstances are, you still chose to love. You persevere. And that's something noble. I'm gna try live by that.

Had pw mtg from 2 till around 7 today. Did up my part of the op slides. Plus it was raining today, so I did my op slides shivering. Oh and I managed to finally borrowed a book from the library today! The books which I hid in a corner went missing though, but thank goodness I found another book that caught my eye. Can't wait to finish reading the book! I'm kinda into life stories this year, so yeah currently the book that I've borrowed is about a girl who got abducted when she was 10 in 1988, and just escaped recently in 2007. The longest abduction in history. Okay I can't wait to know about the content, probably gna start reading a few chapters after this :)

And oh yeah I'm going sweden this dec!!!!!!!! Its a yes from my dad!!! Over the moon :)

Girls are like spaghetti and guys are like waffles

2011-10-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

Girls are like spaghetti and guys are like waffles. They think like boxes but girls' thoughts are all over the place. I attended a fairly good talk today, didn't regret not going for it. Then it was training time! I felt like I didn't run alot because I barely sweated. And kinda uptight that I'm deproving after sucha long break. Got to wake up now!!!

Yay our post-promos buffet dinner :) I'm never ever gna eat buffet again (unless I'm tempted by it) but yeah never ever!!!! I was so full after the second serving. Whereas Bryce took like ten thousand over plates. Okay I like their cheesecake there :)

We kinda didn't know where we were after we finished eating. So we cabbed back. Extremely fun filled day. Did I mention we went to the wrong shaw and had to cab to the correct one because we were already 45mins late for our reservation. And then the taxi driver just had to scam us by going one big round - it felt like a ride to jurong :(

ITS INTENSIVE PW FROM NOW ON!!!!

At eleven

2011-10-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

Just finished oovoo-ing with Renia and Pc. Lek's laughter is ringing in my head. And it still cracks me up whenever I randomly see ps's leg swinging behind!!! I showed them my ulcer and pimple... and lek laughed (she keeps laughing) and pc showed us his pimple too hahaha. It was a good night, in my red cch pe shirt talking to my old friends :)

Ferry rides

2011-10-05T21:40:00.001+08:00

A trip to Tekong today! It was a fairly memorable trip. Virgin ferry ride to there too. Sadly I don't have any brothers so I won't be able to experience the "sending your love one off" feeling. That's so sad!!! I think its so sweet to take a ferry there with them and witness them being transformed from a boy to man. Aww :)

I enjoyed the ferry ride! Though it was kinda bumpy and it got me dizzy after I got off. We watched some video which depicted the whole army life. Lotsa tough trainings, how they endured and pulled thru it, really some strong brotherhood in armylife. Seriously I won't mind going to the army now if I'm a guy. I think I'd enjoy the whole process and experience.

Got to explore tekong, held a heavy gun, take a shot, ate their ration food, watched them do their obstacle course, visit their bunks. Though the schl wasted our only day of holiday after promos by organising this trip, I think it was a good experience.

Oh yeah I'm so exxxxcited!!!!!! Schl subsidised our floorball sweden trip from 2.8k to only 850. AND PLUS THEY EXTENDED OUR STAY!!! From 7 days to 12 days. WAS SO ELATED!!!!!!!!!!!! Now hoping that my dad would allow me to go for the trip :) Gna spend christmas there though, mixed feelings. Gna miss out christmas in Singapore with my dear friends :( But christmas with snow there sounds good too??????????? :)

Still feeling the aftermath post promos feeling. Hahaha I love this feeling. I rather feel bored doing then to slog my guts and study. But what's new, end of promos is equivalent to the start of pw. I'm going to type my pw proposal after this blog post. Sigh!

Beats so imperfectly perfect

2011-10-05T08:58:00.001+08:00

Since promos are over, and there are much more free time to spare now (besides the intensive pw looming ahead), I'm going to be back blogging! I miss typing chunks of words in this empty space over here. My used to be favourite past time but jc life killed it. Thank goodness I'm still sane now. I have no idea how I got through 3/4 of the year but yeah I got through it. A year of testing my abilities, of doing seemingly impossible things. But more often than not, I'd proudly say that we're more than conquerors of Christ who strengthens us.

I like the life that has been given to me. Yes I do admit its tough, but I'm hanging on there. Afterall I chose this route and I'm going to walk through it. With encouraging friends,reassuring hugs, little notes and what's not. That has been what that is keeping me going.

Picture time! I miss taking lots and lots of pictures hahaha.

First raya visiting!

Meet 11S412

After a run. Sweaty.

A trip to Botanics :)

Visiting Wey Jieh's new house at Punggol :)

A visit back to our secondary schl, good old memories.

And then we got imitated by Renia's friends............

BUT HAHAHA IT MADE ME LAUGH FOR QUITE AWHILE

And ahhhhh I feel so shy my friends witnessed me cry over a stupid and dumb and silly reason yesterday hahahahahaha. Their actions really touched me :')

2011-06-22T00:16:00.001+08:00

I think I'm shifting back to livejournal cyaz :)

2011-06-21T15:25:00.000+08:00

I'm at airport toastbox with @ettejean now! Still pretty bummed that polar cafe closed down. Just had yummy milo w/ condensed milk thick toast for lunch :) I'm doing chem kinetics and she's doing phys.

Okay and she just asked me "The earth tilt how many degrees ah" HOW I KNOW LOL she need it to solve her phys question.

I like whenever I'm here at the airport! Lots of studying memories with people. Esp during the o lvl period. I like looking at kids in the airport too. They're lovely. I like carrying books and jacket to airport. Makes me feel warm! Alright I better get back to work, was just typing out my thoughts while taking a break.

2011-06-20T09:07:00.000+08:00

I'm on the bus now! To white sands macs to study :) I'm so tired. Have been sleeping at 3 plus the past few days. Okay I don't know what I have been doing. Watching himym? Yeah haha! Oh anyway its the last week of holidays. Not much of a playing week but I shall forgo today since its 4hm class outing. Haven't been seeing them for ages miss themzzz :)

I'm still brooding over the fact that its the last week of hols and I kinda wasted the whole holidays.

I very much want to watch Something borrowed, walk a dog, study at the airport (I miss there), go to a flea, bake muffins, pack my room and the list goes on.

I miss life.

2011-06-17T01:39:00.002+08:00

I used to love blogging, a post each day faithfully. But now I totally can't be bothered. There's seriously just too much things to handle. And I don't really like penning down my thoughts and emotions. On my little journal yes probably, but not publicly. That's why I seldom post status updates on fb or twitter. Though I'm updating twitter more frequently now.

But anyway I've been studying. For the past 3 days though some days I went out and I feel so guilty after coming back. Happy birthday bbg fel!!! Bbq was great with cheese tofu! Hope you like the board, box of massive sweets, prezzie, balloon & oreo cheesecake.

Cheerleading outing to sentosa too! It was quite sometime back. Baking macroons with M/J/C (eh their initials make up my school name hahaha!) but it was epic fail. I finished up the entire box of daim as usual while waiting to bake. That's like 30 over chocolates. Ah you know me.

OH YEAH I FAILED TO CATCH THE RED MOON YESTERDAY BECAUSE I COULDN'T FIND IT OUT OF MY WINDOW.

Ps/ More than 5 people have told me "Joanne your tweets are all about food!!!" Haha seriously it amazes me, I didn't even realise so I'm cutting down on food tweets about. I only know I always love to tweet about my breakfast hehe its my favourite meal of the day!!! If you know me, I don't like to eat lunch. Because my breakfast fills up my stomach.

Random thought but I've got a confession to make! I ignore my phone (ended up taking half a day to reply) when I'm on the computer. Teehee bad habit.

2011-06-08T01:37:00.002+08:00

I miss so many people. Sometimes I just wish I can throw all my commitments away and just live in a world where time is all mine and I can do whatever I like.

Charis, where I find my pillar of support and strength and words of encouragement :) I really miss her!!!!!!!!!!! So so much!

Can you still remember who is she!!! She is so dear to me but she seldom appears in my blog anymore. We got different commitments and yeah seldom meet :( My secondary schl friends know who you are, but I don't even think my jc friends heard or see of your name and face before. I SRSLY NEED TO CATCH UP WITH YOU. We've been lagging like what - 2 years?!?!?!?!! since the last proper proper meetup.

MY DEAREST FAV GIRLS ON EARTH! They're my joypill :)

And Joanc my mummylike awesome friend :) I MISS OUR OLD CHUNG CHENG DAYS!!!

BOTH OF YOU YOU SEE THIS PLEASE MEET UP SOON

Bunz! Love getting hugs from them :)

I MISS YOU SAM SO SO SO MUCH!!!!! I miss cooking maggi mee together, eating pocky, snuggling in your bed and just having fun. She's one girl where you can have fun, yet talk serious :)

AND MY DEAREST TAN HUISHAN AND RAI WEILING!!!!!! I miss them like my heart got a hole :( :( :(

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HUISHAN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LIKE YOU'RE COS^2X AND I'M SIN^2X AND TOGETHER WE ARE ONE.

2011-06-08T01:24:00.003+08:00

Marble Slab Creamery! I miss how we would often spend time after schl together and our countless study dates. And of course icecream/brownie/dessert dates! Here's another add on date to our list :)

I love post its from you too :) Study hard for mid years!!!!!!!!

2011-06-02T20:40:00.001+08:00

Anyway I seriously need to start studying. I started studying a month ago for mid years when I'm in chung cheng. Now in mj, I barely started studying for mid years when there's less than a month left.

2011-05-31T23:42:00.002+08:00

The other time over at Jalan Besar stadium supporting mj soccer team!

We are literally like dwarfs beside the guys.

And Jazreel :) She cracks me up by her "I NEED TO GO HOME TO FEED MY TURTLE AND CLEAN MY CAT LAH, CANNOT GO FOR DINNER" HAHAHAHA

Holidays are here! We have an extra whole week of lectures. And I end school at 505 for most days with double econs and double chem lectures. I cannot take it :( I needa study during the hols!!! But it seems like there's too little time for me, plus I haven't plan my study schedule and my 2nd and 3rd week is filled with camps and stuff.

I'm left with the last week to rush my revision! Hopefully I get at least subpasses for all my subjects. Okay enough about studies. I CAN'T WAIT TO CATCH UP DURING THE HOLS! I can't wait to eat lots of ice cream, flea like any girl, eat good food and simply let my hair down from the hectic jc life.

YAY!

2011-05-29T12:25:00.002+08:00

Gp exam tomorrow! And i'm here watching youtube videos, looking thru facebook photos, packing my wadrobe, digging out my gp notes. Okay and I know everyone will go WHO STUDIES FOR GP?!?! Well I will at least read through lor, I'm a mugger okay.

Tomorrow's NE JC1 Bash day too! Whole jc 1 cohort is watching Kungfu panda at Suntec together. Cartoon movies are not my genre but I hope it will be still as exciting.

Oh and I'm going bake macroons with my bakinggang101 soon!!! Can't wait :) I neea flea soon too. Deprived of so many things. I'm gna have an ice cream spam with Weining soon too :) YAY SO YUMMY I CAN VISUAL LICK MY LIPS NOW.

Testimonial match at Valhal

I FOUND A NEW FOUND FAV SNACK! THIS IS AWESOME LIKE REALLY AWESOME I LOVE IT SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH!!!!!

2011-05-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

Replaying Triton's cheerleading video once again! So happy that people uploaded it on youtube because we forgot to ask our friends to help us video. Wonderful memories!!! I'm going miss tuesday cheerleading practises so much now.

The girls

and guys and cute like this.

Reciting the Colosseum pledge

Photobomb by Miranda!

End of opening ceremony

And Triton was the first to perform! JITTERS!!!!

FIVE MINS ON THE FIELD FELT SO SO SO FAST.

Look at the pretty colourful floor :)

WAKA WAKA

We were leading by quite alot of points.

Ting Hao is Miranda's mascot!

YO WASSUP

Amanda :)

We clinched the House Championship :)

Had good solid fun that wednesday afternoon!!! Had cheerleaders dinner after the whole event. Fulfiling day :)

2011-05-26T22:13:00.002+08:00

Floorball finals on tuesday, double champs for both girls and guys!!! Rather tensed match, got to meet kim because she was there to support vj for the guy's match. Soccer final on tuesday! Heart throbbing match!!! Our goalkeeper got sent off during the starting of the second half. Everyone's mouth went wide open like WHAT HOW NOW NO GOALKEEPER?!?! Then their coach put their top striker as the goal keeper and team mj played defense throughout the whole second half. Champs for soccer guys!

So today everyone was waiting for THE ANNOUCEMENT - NO SCHL ON FRIDAY! Which is tomorrow. And Miss Lai our principal bought the whole school ice cream to celebrate the 5 championships clinched. Amazing.

Oh Colossuem was yesterday! HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE. It was really happenening. All five houses put in their all. And we really enjoyed the 5 mins on their field :) THANK YOU CHEERLEADERS FOR ALL THE GOOD MEMORIES! It'll definitely stay in my heart. And Triton was overall champion house!!! We jumped up high and cheered our hearts out. TRITON BOM BOM POW! As I'm typing I'm visualing all the moments we enjoyed yesterday :)

Testimonial match with our floorball seniors tomorrow, then farewell buffet dinner! Gotta go prepare my card and gift now.

2011-05-22T16:08:00.004+08:00

YES I AM STILL ALIVE!!!! I don't know why but after I've stepped into jc I am super lazy to continue blogging because ughhh there's simply no time.

What's up lately have been floorball trainings, cheerleading pratices (I'll be kinda sad after its all over, Colloseum's this wed!), studies. Oh and I just shifted house just this week only! So everything's been really hectic, and lots of stuffs to unpack but I think I can't be bothered because my dad said we're shifting again next year. So save my trouble, I shall leave all my things in boxes. Lazy to pack then unpack again!!!

BUT I stumbled upon lots of photos while clearing up the other day. Including my parent's wedding photos :) Super fun to look at all the photos! I saw my kindergarten photos too SO SCARY I LOOK THE SAME HAHAHA JUST THAT YOUNGER ONLY!

Anyway did I mention about Intergeneration camp that my class went last week? It was really meaningful! Spending time with the elderlys who turned out to be super fun and spontaneous, I really enjoyed myself at Singapore Sports School with my class and the elderlys :) The room was really nice too! Most memorable memories with my class so far with that one night spent together overnight.

Over at Kele's house now. Doing research for pw because my dad haven't set the internet in the new house yet. I miss her so much! Catching up now :) AND WE BOUGHT CHEESETARTS TO EAT!!!!!!! I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE TAMP CHEESETARTS! Bought it for both of us to eat while I was on the way to her house.

Soccer finals this tues 6 to 9! Whole schl gna go down to support the match, sounds pretty exciting :) Then Colloseum on wed! Triton is gna be the first to perform. WE ARE GNA DO OUR BEST YES!!!! A pity mj cheerleading doesn't allow stunts or else it'd be more awesome.

Photos from May!

Snacking in the room! JAGABEE!

Triton cheerleaders!

Free ben's n jerry cone day!

Sweetheart!

Mother's Day service :)

2011-05-02T23:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE COREY AND AMANDA THE 1ST MAY BABIES! Surprised Corey at his house with Siewting and caught him in boxers after he opened his door, and him running back into the room. Its cool how their houses always have my favourite food! I'll always ate daim at Corey's house and Calbee seaweed at Siewting's house. AND I'LL ALWAYS FINISH UP ALL THE STOCKS AT THEIR HOUSES!

We both coincidentally strips!!!!!!! We look so funny together hahaha

How I will look like in braces

His mini cake has a toy car on it!

(Y)

AND HAPPY 17!!!

Went back to Siewting's house and we ate egg prata. Woosh I like my sunday morning breakfast :) Headed over to Felicia's house with Angela and we did math. Her dad made us coconut drink. And some grapes to eat while studying. Yummy grapes. Walked over to Elias to get her shaker fries OMG SEAWEED SHAKER IS BACK!!!!!!! I love them.

Had a little girls' talk in the room and I had to leave to go to my grandparent's house for dinner. So basically my entire sunday I kept eating non-stop. Hmm. Prayed for them before leaving :)

Airport study with the girls + Samuel today! I'm so jealous of the poly kids. You should see what Karen's homework about. DRAWING BOXES. HAHAHA WHAT IS THIS YOU TELL ME?! So she watched us study while she used her lappie, and after a while we kinda got distracted by Samuel's macbook. Hahahaha girls.

+ Kele and Renia

HMM I STILL NEED TO PACK MY ROOM. I got to stop procrastinating. School tomorrow so I better turn in soon!

2011-04-30T08:51:00.000+08:00

I'm home early today after service. Got to pack my room since I'm shifting soon. I really dread changes sometimes. I got to pack all my stuffs neatly into boxes, then unpack again when I get to the new house. Gosh its so time consuming with so much stuffs on my other hand to complete.

Gna shift to Ballota park. Which is FURTHER FROM MY SCHL! How sad. Plus there is only ONE bus service there where the bus frequency is every 30mins. Guess I will walk 20 mins out to the main road. Not an exciting change. My current house I already got to walk quite a distance to the bus stop and now its further!

Anyway my pimples are popping up, its hideious. REALLY REALLY REALLY STRESSED BY EVERYTHING THAT'S PILING UP. I really need a break. I need a time of solitude. To calm myself down. Deadlines to meet, more pushing of myself, responsibilities and burdens, ministry commitments.

Its weird how the weekends are here but yet I don't feel the happiness even when I'm in megalife. I'm too caught up with everything.

On a lighter note, cheerleading prac have been not too bad. Fifa world cup song by Shakira is gna be our opening song! Hahaha!

After handball!

Tinghong always share his stuffs with us :) Jy!!!

Going to eat fruits now. Fruits make me happy and healthy! CHOCOLATES TOO! TEEHEE

2011-04-29T06:21:00.003+08:00

2.4km run yesterday and YAY ITS FUNALLY OVER!!! But it was a good run, been ages since I really ran my heart out though I could have pushed further. The sun was at its peak when we were running though, how tortourous.

My pw teacher talked to me for a good solid hour and I was kinda in mini depressed mood her talk. Got to burn my weekend re-editting again. This is so tedious :( Though I wouldn't say pw is the bane of my life but it actually seems fun if you look from another point of view. Working together with people, generating of ideas etc.

ECONS TEST TODAY and wish me all the best in crapping later. Teehee didn't really study because I SLEPT AT 10 AGAIN TODAY. Forth consecutive time this week sleeping at 10 how great. Jc is so taxing for me.

Have a good friday - TGIF :)

2011-04-27T06:33:00.002+08:00

Eventful Easter weekend! Celebrated Siewting's birthday at Marina Barrage. In which me and corey surprised her in the morning where she was still soundly sleeping, and we woke her sister up too (Opps really sorry!) I made her love breakfast, ham n cheese sandwich yum yum and I waited for her to get ready before we left house to meet the rest of the girls.

Had fun in barrage. The wind, calbee seaweed, tripod stand, more wind, polaroid films, attempt kite-fail, lastly birthday cake. Hope we had a awesome 17th my dear lovely girl :)

Then it was Easter dance performance! Fel Angela Rh Bryce came over to watch :) Really glad that they came but they were so late! Rh kept saying my eyes too shiny hahahaha. Bel couldn't dance with us unfortunately BUT JUST WNA TELL YOU THAT WE ALL MISS YOU!!!! Love you a million Bel :)

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My @joanywitty so pretty :)

Kimmy so pretty too :)

The toilet is flooded by us

Tofu "Eh let's whip our hair back and forth"

Yay nice jump shot captured! Tho the front cannot make it hehehe

Amanda so cute!!!!!!!

And Oswald with his moves

Inside the lift. We squeezed everyone inside the picture!!!!!

:)

Had handball trials and cheerleading yesterday! Was really shag by the time I got home. Rushed thru pi (and am still not done) Our pi deadline is pushed forward earlier now because our schl is used as a voting place for the GE!!!! What is this now I have to even rush thru my proposals :( Oh yeah handball is really fun today!!! Everyone showed team spirit and I really like it :) Bryce was sad that he let in the last goal but hey EVERYONE DID WELL! Good job guys :)

Going to go schl in a bit for cheerleading in the morning. Formations!

2011-04-21T21:24:00.002+08:00

God has given me a gift, a gift of encourgament. It feels good being able to be a source of encouragement to the people around me in school! And receiving affirmation from them. Been giving hugs and love to my 2 lovely girls who hadn't really had a good day. And we bought them their fav food + a little present to cheer them up aww. I secretly pasted a love note in their files too!

We had cheerleading practice on tues! It was kinda fun. No stunts in mj allowed but I'm sure it will still be a pretty fun experience. The guys are not bad, laughed quite abit at Tinghong hahaha. They're super funny when trying out the dance steps!

Floorball trng wasn't that bad this week! I do hope to train back in school soon tho, dislike going over all the way to Valhal because its so far. And then we got to go home from there :(

I think I've got nice classmates in school too. They're always helping to carry my shoebag and floorball stick, helping me to refill my waterbottle, giving me sweets during lectures, helping me pack my stuffs because I'm always one of the last to leave the classroom. Aww sweet little actions :)

I signed up for kayak for term 3 pe electives. So exciting I can't wait to kayak!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wna capsize too, its the thrill of kayaking hahaha. I CAN'T WAIT! Have always wanted to try a water sport.

Thank God for an enduring thursday, a wonderful good friday ahead, and an anticipating Easter weekend to look forward for :) Ps Bel get well soon :(

I miss cpmj!!!!

Rushing to vending machine during dance break!

2011-04-19T06:07:00.001+08:00

"Some people feel the rain, others just get wet."

It wasn't a good start for the week but I pray it'll get better! Looking forward to the prayer group on thursday, and the Easter weekend :)

2011-04-17T23:38:00.003+08:00

Kaleidoscope Heart: Joan(ne)'s 17th & 18th.

This is my SWEETHEART :) And we're finally celebrating our birthday together for the first time.

Thankq dearest Rachely for the photos taken :)

Signing our guestbooks!

The two lovely people who made it all possible!

Meet Charis

& Joanc :)

THANKS A MILLION TO YOU TWO :)

Till ycc :)

Blueberry muffins baked by Jon Siow :)

Jayna you're a giant! Teehee

Sweetheart, unchanged for 60 years!

Hugs!

Car & Rae :)

Joan's mum cooked all these yummy food :)

Ming was proud that he was dressed to theme!!! (Starts flipping over his layers of shirts) HAHAHA

Rachelt and Hazel :)

Birthday wishes :)

Had appreciation speech bya few people. Awww! :)

DANCE FOR CHRIST!

THEY ARE SO CUTE

BUNZ made this board! :)

My lovely mentees gave me this board :) I love you Toby Waileng & Jieyi!

Shuling my fav captain of all :)

My sweet looking duck in pink! I miss her so much :)

Ivan never fails to crack me up!

W/o kimby :(

Ming drove us to supper around 3! They had prata (smells really nice!!!) while I zonked out. Hahaha. They let us have a taste of what's like to be 21, driving your own car with the wind blowing your hair, and we sang along to Friday "Partyin partyin YEAH!" hahahaha and going out for late night suppers.

Went back to chalet and I slept right away! Was so tired :( Thanks everyone, me and Joan had a blast :)

School!

Tinghong and Bryce proposing to Ruiheng. Oh no!!!!!

Malcolm brought wax and hairspray to school and they decided to give it a try on my fringe!!!!!!!!! You wouldn't expect me to go around the whole day in school with that fringe so I pinned it up the remaining lessons!

Ohana means Family :)

:)

Had training and it was surprise to see Kele Karen & Renia suddenly popped inside Valhal with a pretty muffin. Aww thanks sweetiepies :)

And another surprise back at home. They kept pressing my intercom bell. But I didn't want to pick up! I pretended I wasn't at home bcause I was afraid of opening the door and talking to strangers since I'm alone at home. I thought it was some annoying postman. I was like "Ugggh why is he so annoying!!!!! No one opening the door still want to keep ringing" Turns out to be Siewting and Corey!!!! Aww sweet surprise :)

I'm 17 :)

2011-04-17T09:41:00.003+08:00

Thursday we had pe, 2.4 run. I was tagged with Jasmine and you know what I'M SO SO SO PROUD OF HER! I could see she was panting so hard, like gna collaspe any minute, was so tempted to ask her "do you wna stop and rest" but no I didn't. I felt so so so so so so mean and bad. But I really wanted her to persevere and improve on her timing. So I forced her to continue running (sorry Jasmine :() and pushed her back not allowing her to stop. Upon reaching the finishing line, I asked her to sprint. And thank God now she's still alive :) AND HER TIMING IMPROVED! Was so happy for her :) She gave me a smile and thanked me, but I was like no its alright sorry that I've pushed you so hard, and she says is worth it. Really learnt something from her, that we can all go beyond our capabilities :) & don't stop running, never give up.

Had our sweetheart's 17th and 18th birthday party over at Aloha! Update about it soon :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!!!!!!!!! :)

Oh and I got rejected for R2. I'm quite hit by it. I thought I wouldn't be bothered by it much but apparently no. I was really really really sad. But I like friends in school who will encourage you for pw :) Anyway me and a few classmates signed up for cheerleading for the coming Colosuem! But mj's cheerleading can't be lifted up above knee. Hope this won't eat up my time!

2011-04-13T11:27:00.000+08:00

I would say I had a great 17th, despite it being on a schl in the middle of the week. I feel blessed :) Started of the morning with a surprise from f9. I was waiting for them at level 2 so that we could go into the lecture hall together for principal talk. Then I heard my name and I looked down. There they were, the eight of them each holding onto a flower and pretty butterfly balloon + lovely board card + party hat. And they sang the birthday song while I was looking down at them, awww sweet!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) I had fun reading the board (they claim its a african made card) inside joke because they always call me african.

Zheng rong passed me his gift (tgt with Zach) and I was rather surprised! Really sweet of them. It was a whole pack of sweets chocs and goodies!!!! Can open mini mama shop. Shared some with the classmates and I still have PLENTY at home. FATGIRL94SOON

Then Felicia thought I had to do something on my birthday so yeah, I obeyed her hahaha she's mean! Anyway Malcolm brought his wax and hairspray today and they helped me to style my fringe! Aparently, I ended up looking very cool. Took me quite a while to wash it off hahaha. But it was quite screwed so I pinned up my fringe! Bad hair! And I walked past ethel and she didn't really recognise me.... hmmmm.

F9 + cchms girls tried to surprise during lunch with a cake but they were rather fail HAHA but I still love them so so much. Okay but they got me back with relightable candles!!!! I took quite a while to blew it off completely. But it was fun :) Fel tan cake smashed me. Oh and they bought naughty g for me to drink!!!!! Tsk.

Floorball trng was good I guess. Lovely team mates who sang the birthday song more than once. I love them so much too :) Then it was a surprise to see Kele Karen & Renia!!!!!!! THEY POPPED INTO VALHAL! After my training while I was slacking around the court. With a cutsie heart muffin. Awww :) Super sweet of them!!!!!!! Love you girls :) Dinner with parents and home sweet home!

Just read Charis's post and I was so touched awww :) Phone just vibrated and its a text from my dearest bbg, she wanted to be the last. Touching message. Thanks sweetheart for making me feel special too. Its 2 more days to yours!!!! :) & MICHELLE AND JWAY I LOVE YOU TWO TOO!!!!! :)

THANKS EVERYONE FOR MAKING ME FEEL SPECIAL AND APPRECIATED TODAY I LOVE YOU ALL :)

2011-04-09T00:44:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday Jeanette!!! Celebrated her birthday in the morning. Knowing her character, we concluded that we would just tell her straight in her face that we're cutting her cake at 7am. Straightforward, but its her style! She was like luckily you all tell me, I don't like surprises. Hahahaha coolio anot Jeanette Tan?! So I just directly asked her "Eh I'm buying your cake later, what flavour you want? Chocolate can right?" "Find hazelnut!" "Okay I try. And I don't have lighter, tomorrow you (birthday girl) bring okay!!!" "Okay I set phone reminder" Hahahaha that's how direct we are with her.

Can't really remember what happened the past few weeks. But well yes, LOVE day on thurs! Danced the hi5 love song up on stage with other crytsal ambs and it was really retared. But fun! We tried to stand behind people so that we could get blocked. But in the end Sandy could spot me in the second row.

And house comm elections on wed! So proud of Wendy Nicole MichelleK DeonL Felicia and Tinghong who ran for house comm. You guys did great!!!! So proud of you all :) Had my econs, maths and gp test this week too. Yay got over it! I feel that this week flew past so fast.

Fun with Mac in school!

She got top 10 for hc! :)

Pinkboy you're top 10 for hc too!!!!! So proud of my classmates.

Yujian's so funny!!!!

Class jap photo competition! I can't find the actual photo, not the webcam one.

Watched soccer match after schl yesterday! Mj vs Jj. It was so fun to watch a match! We even have a drum and it creates the whole atmosphere. Really fun to cheer along. Final score was either 6 or 7 nil. Can't wait for vj and mj's match! That's the only match everyone is anticipating. Last year mj won, but I have a strong feeling Vj is going to win this year hahahaha we'll see.

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Part specially dedicated to Karen. I know you're going thru a really tough period of time right now, but stand up and stay strong. Learn how to let go. I've told you yesterday that I've really watched you grow through this whole process. You've matured so much. And I'm so proud of you! Just want to say that we girls will always be there for you, and me too, always supporting you. Dry your tears. I wish I could give you a hug right now, but you hear my heart calling out to you right now, stay strong Karen. I love you :)

2011-04-03T01:16:00.002+08:00

Few snapshots from just now!

Everyone just left a while ago. The guard said we were too noisy downstairs so they went up my house after bbq ended. Thanks to those who helped to cook the food! Really thank you :) It was enjoyable for me. Have loads of chocolates to eat now! Hope I'll not get sick of them. And I have a pretty guitar sitting in my room now :) Its pink in colour! Ultimate sweetness from all of them awwww :) :) :) I felt so happy when I received it in my hands!!!!

Really sweet of them! I wanted to buy a guitar but they got it for me, didn't expect it because I seldom mention that I am self learning the guitar whenever talking to them. So I was quite surprised! Aw crap I keep smiling to myself now :) :) :)

Then I randomly told Jway that I love awfully chocolate cakes! And he took that in mind and got Corey to buy it and got the rest to chip in. Omg awfully sweet too!!!!!! Really really really touched :) That cake is so expensive I can't even bear to eat it :( Girls got me a photoframe collarge too with diff pictures of me and them, sweet! :)

Reading thru cards and looking at polaroid now. Feel so blessed :) Thank you you all!!! For all those who came and sorry if I didn't entertain some of you :(

2011-04-02T13:57:00.001+08:00

I love going past 5 consecutive green lights. It is a good good saturday :)

2011-04-02T00:33:00.003+08:00

Just went food shopping with parents at Giant for tomorrow's bbq just now. I feel kinda heart pain spending such money even though its not mine, what's more its gna be a one day event only. And the expenditure is all on food.

Went back to chung cheng to collect our grad cert in the afternoon! It was great catching up with teachers and remiscing on times where they used to scold us. I was so excited and happy to see Ji Laoshi once again!!!!!!!!!!!! I ran towards her once I saw her and threw her a big warm hug. Aww I miss my favourite teacher so so so much.

Visited Ms Tan, Mr Ang, Ms Chua and Mr Lee too. They still remember most of our names. Teacher its been only 3 months, you shouldn't have forgotten our names so fast!!! Haha. But really it was a good time being back in the same old place with the same old people. I felt like "wo hui dao niang jia" that kind of feeling. Warm fuzzy feeling.

Indoor sports hall is almost done! Looks good. The turtles in the lake are suntanning as usual. Cchms has a pioneer softball team. Mr Chua still looks young. The canteen closed some of its vendors.

It feels so huge walking from one end of the building in chung cheng to the other end after being in a new schl for 3 months.

CPMJ (without nicole :( )

Vote for Wendy in Miranda! Tinghong for Triton! Nicole and Deon for Atlas! Michellek for Phobos!

The GO looks so grand now!!!!!

And we were fascinated by yellow lines because it been ages since last one said that.

Viv :)

Siyun :)

Mich and Pea! Hehehehe

Everyone's crowding around Ji Laoshi! Hahaha

Floorball girls, missing out on a quarter of them :(

2011-04-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

Its April fools today! Had ideas today in school, and we're planning to ... hehehe evil grins. Anyway life in schl is 'fantastic' hahaha, jeanette cheryl ginny are so cruel and mean to me. Don't ask me the Mary joke hahaha I suck at such riddles, make me feel like joke.

Jeanette: Eh you know my brother's sister is in this school!
Me: Really?!?! So cool!!!!

(after a while) ..... OH!!!!!

Reach Summer Cambridge program seems so fun and appealing! But its 2 weeks off school and I'll definitely not able to catch up. But omg buffet breakfast and dinner over at cambridge, american style I like!!! Plus weekend excursions, seems really fun. I'm encouraging Jeanette to sign up, I'm not though.

Had fun filming Wendy's house comm vid today. There was a chung cheng spirit when we all gathered in the canteen. And it was so retarded dancing the stupid visa commercial dance! Went over to Felicia's house after schl and hmm I lost quite a bit of money. She and tinghong on winning streak man, sucking up all my money! FEL WON 9 BUCKS EASILY.

Tues frolick day!

YAY TO MY OREO TOPPING FROYO!

And sunday study dates :)

& here's BEL IN MJ UNIFORM!

With Janelle and (i think its amanda, which is Sandy's soccer teammate's twin!)

TGIFTGIFTGIF

2011-03-31T06:20:00.002+08:00

A week ago,

Birthday surprise at Priscilla's house :)

After badminton

Bel visited Mj yesterday! I am eating peanut butter break for breakfast while typing out this post. I need to email Mr Cheng the Love day proposal which is draining out all my time. April fools is coming.

I love thursdays, because it so close to fridays.

2011-03-26T13:16:00.001+08:00

The best things in life are nearest: Breath in, light in your eyes, flowers at your feet, duties at your hand, the path of right just before you. Then do not grasp at the stars, but do life's plain, common work as it comes, certain that daily duties and daily bread are the sweetest things in life.

Have a great Saturday :)

2011-03-26T02:03:00.005+08:00

I hadn't been blogging for nearly a week. It feels like a chore to blog now that I'm really experiencing the life of a jc student. Hectic? Well definitely. I don't even have me-time for myself. I used to be able to alight 3 bus stops before my stops, grab some snacks and stroll all the way home with my earpiece plucked on. But now, nah don't even have the time to complete my homework let alone taking a stroll home. Jc is like a race. Got to keep running and trusting God.

Okay. Weekends are here for me to breath. I can't really remember the happenings for the week. Well I do remember something significant. That I've got 16/20 for my first gp essay writing. Highest in class. Who am I kidding?!?!?!?!?!!!!! And its really for real. Never in my entire life have I ever gotten an A for english writing components. This time round? Even I doubt myself, my capabilities and abilities, and even the teacher's marking scheme. I mean, seriously I know the standard of my english, its definitely not possible for me to outbeat the rest. But I guess this time round is just ... ladyluck? But all praise still goes to God. PTL :)

So now being the top 5 for gp in the class, I'm selected to be the chief editor for pw. Oh spare me :( What chief editor? How ridiculous. Someone who has gotten a B4 for english O's is going to be your group's chief editor, instead of my other classmates who have gotten A1 for eng O's. I feel small, inadequate, afraid, and expectionally intimidated by this task. Somehow I just feel that its a test of faith for me, that nothing is impossible. I just to to try yes? Guide me along homies :)

Feeling so pressurised in floorball at the same time. So much techniques and skills to graspe. And I suddenly miss netball so so much. But at the same time thankful for lovely team mates. We took a video at the end of the training for our fellow floorballers house comm nom vid. Crazily spastic hehe. Ms Seah (our floorball coach) was real nice too because she kept smiling to me when I saw her during my pe today.

Surprised Priscilla at her house after econs make-up tutorial but we got exposed. Still I'm glad she was happy and touched :) Stayed till around 8 after chilling by the pool and playing badmintion in the carpark.

Headed to Corey's crib today. Visited Siewting at work before this, glad her thumb is getting better. Finally gotten my court shoes too!!! Am one of the last few so I was quite desperate to get one today. Thankfully I've got mine. White and gold. I know white's boring, I wasn't intending to get white but 90% of the court shoes are white in colour so yeah you know, unfortunately I had no choice.

Mac's photobooth can be really addictive! And it got us all laughing while trying out the different effects! We took a video of us on a rollercoaster too HAHA FAILED ATTEMPT THOUGH

They have a little "pimple" on their nose!

My twin!

Reminds me of Jeanette. She was saying she wanted to lie to her classmate that she has a twin.
"I have a twin you know!"
"Really who?"
"Oh but she's jc2"
"BUT SHE IS YOUR TWIN"
".... Crap, busted." HAHAHAHA

I got scared of my own picture! It makes me look like I'm crying blood. Potential lead actress okay hahaha!

Ice cream! Yay!

Michelle looks good in long neck :)

And look at Michelle again. UNIBROW!!!!!

Not another scary effect. Corey like ju-on like that.

Had lotsa fun with his photobooth that we didn't realised the sky turned dark. Headed to dinner aftermath :)

I don't get how Rebecca Black's Friday song got popular overnight. Her lyrics are ringing at the back of my head. This is bad, really bad. During phys lec today, the lecturer said something like "Its friday today so I guess probably that's why you guys are restless" and people started singing "Its friday friday, gotta get down on friday..." Oh gosh hahahaha.

2 April is coming in a week's time! Omg I don't even know what's the plan for that day!!!!! I need some help :( Someone please help me!

2011-03-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

School is starting tomorrow!!!! I have 5 more hours to sleep before I wake up and face a long day which lies ahead in front of it. And you know today Rae and Josiah were talking about the Japan crisis and Libya conflict, I realised I'm clueless about it. Rae told me to brush up my current affairs, and I really really really need to!!!!!!!! I need to read the newspapers soon or else I'll be sliced in gp :(

Oh yeah my fav pair of pumps got stolen! I left it outside my house because it was wet and the next morning it was gone! Couldn't find my shoes at all so I wore heels to church. Felt Daphne was so tiny! Gosh so that's how people sees me. Hahaha we're so tiny daphne :( But anyway I'm still mourning over my fav pair of shoes SIGH its my favourite!!! :( :( :(

Plan me and Joan's 17th & 18th birthday party together with Charis and Joanc at this warmly cosy looking coffee place :)

Theme is gna be kaleidascope heart!

My dear Joan looks so pretty with hats :)

Having fun massaging? Hahahaha!

Went over to meet part of fhm for class dinner at Hot Tomato. I wished I was a kid all over again so I can get to play at the water park at Nex's rooftop. It looks fun! Forced the guys to do ahlian poses, and it ended up really funny! Hahaha had a good time together with them, really miss each and everyone of them so much!

Anyway I suddenly got reminded of this conversation I had with pc on the way back home after we had mini fhm gathering. He was telling me he's trying out nyaa gold (I want to too but my schl don't really encourage) so he had to organise a project. And he needed to email thousands of students to ask them to sign up. So yup he emailed thousands of them. The next day, some replied and he send out another batch of thousand emails (Hahaha tedious work man) And then he exceeded the max email limit!!! Then windows live said that HE'S A SUSPICIOUS FIGURE (prolly because he keep sending mass emails) AND HE GOT BANNED FROM HIS EMAIL NOW HAHAHA. He can't even log in! I kept laughing at him! Hahahahahaha!!!

2011-03-17T22:07:00.003+08:00

And its always true that holidays doesn't feel like holidays. Massive homework load! Finally done with my part on gp, econs and chem proj! It took me 3 nights hahahaha SIGH. I was so tired last night that I fell asleep while doing up the gp powerpoint slide, and my laptop auto shut down. Woke up and was so afraid everything's gone because I didn't saved it last night! But thank goodness I could recover it :)

Holidays are more taxing than normal school days. Okay lah but I managed to redeem back my deprived fun moments, the last was in end of jan before jc started.

Dad texted me while I was out a few days back and said something like he has booked bbq pits for my birthday. I was stunned because I didn't even know! Its going to be a really early celebration, 2 april on a sat so I'm got to miss church that day! Gna invite secondary schlmates. Then I'm going to have another belated celebration with Joan. Our combined birthday party at Aloha loyang! Booked chalet, and we're inviting church mates. So weird to celebrate my 17th so grand-ly. Hahahahaha.

Photos from Renia's birthday, long dued!

Happy birthday Ms Hello Kitty :)

Kele my sweetest student council :)

COOL SHOT YES??????????

Samy is in cheerleading :)

And my dearest poly kids - Siewting & Karen! No I haven't forgotten about you two :)

Just realised if your future name is Ms Gao, its gna be very contradicting hahaha!

Had cell retreat at the start of the march hols! Good way to start of the holidays, with a bunch of lovely people. We stayed over at Joel's house from sat to mon. We were saying its more like a mini mass sleepover than a camp. Had lotsa fun! Anyway I proved to Dap that I could bath in a minute :)

I love all the meals throughout the retreat! We had spag for dinner on sat! Pizza for breakfast on sun morning :) Picnic for lunch but me and Daphne had to give it a miss because we had to head to Isaac's house for L-cell. And bbq for sun's dinner!

No lights out on the last night. So we watched inception, and I fell asleep.... woke up after the movie ended. We decided to go for a short night cycling around the Elias area! Walked to Josiah's house and get bikes (he has like 5 bikes at home) and we cycled around while some ran. Running in the wee hours of the morning?!?! Hahaha.

Anyway I found a good substitute for nutella, some really yummy hazelnut spread! I scooped a spoon of it and licked it! So ddddelicious :)

Our hawaiian pizza breakfast :)

Dressed in theme!

LOOK AT NIC

This is Ryan, Joanc's brother!

Preparing for the lunch picnic

Retreat's theme!

Ethel is so cute :)

Jazrel :)

Had to miss the colourdye game too! Was so excited over it while planning for it.

Partial cell photo :)

Met Weining after cell retreat. We had Tom's palette!!!!! Granny's favourite and blueberry cheescake flavours :) I was quite stone-y while I was with her, felt really tired. But nonetheless it was a good time of catching up!

SHE GOTTEN HER IPHONE!

Let's do it THE KOREAN WAY!

Anyway studied at Tom & Tom's with Huishan today. It was such an awesome place!!!!!!! She should have brought me there earlier :) We had pepperoni pretzel and honey butter thick toast for brunch :) The thick toast was super worth it, it was so huge!!!! And it tasted so nice, the cinnamon taste :) I did Econs and Chem only, still a long list of homework to go.

2011-03-16T01:07:00.002+08:00

Few happenings that I'm too busy to blog about now, but soon!

M3 Cell retreat
L-cell at Isaac's house, dance
Tom's palette with Weining
Chrystal ambassador welcome session
CRAZY LOAD OF HOMEWORK yet to be started :(

Got to be up early tomorrow, floorball training!

2011-03-12T01:20:00.002+08:00

I broke my one of my new year resolutions. Not to be late, but I was late today. Terribly late. But Felicia was the latest, 45min best! Hahaha. Walked over to Four Seasons Hotel to meet Angela and Jasmine. We are #roadidiots man we got lost!!!! But thankfully we eventually got there :)

We got there 1 hour before the official buffet start but manager was really kind to allow us to start earlier! My yummy royal chocolate cake, baked cheese cake, fruit tarts, apple crumble OMG SO MUCH MORE YUMMY FOOD. I felt like I belonged there. Hahaha. Ate alot!!!! My stomach felt like it weighed a thousand kilos after we ate.

Foot the bill and went to the toilet, which was so pretty! Not tissue paper for you to wipe your hands after washing, but individual towel rolls!!! Oh yeah we found an iphone in the toilet and we returned it :) Went to meet the guys aftermath, and idontknowwho came up with this idea and we played catching cum hide and seek in ion. Quite fun!

Headed to it fair because Angela and rh were finding laptops. Left halfway to meet 4hm for class dinner. I MISS THEM SO MUCH! We should have more of this. Watched them eat because I was still full from the buffet. Our class culture would be stand in a circle in the middle of nowhere, clogging up the entire walkway, and just talk. (Stop halfway and started talking in a circle. After a while....) "Eh we waiting for who ah?" "No one!" "Eh walk!!! Don't stop halfway and talk" Hahahaha our culture.

Love free fridays :) Gna sleep now (oh no its already 2am) and wake up at 6 to meet Jeanette at 7 to pass her my floorball stick. Then probably I'll jog home from pasir ris mrt.

2011-03-06T23:00:00.002+08:00

So I'm back from my cousin's wedding in Malaysia. Was an enjoyable time :) Though really sad I had to miss Road race and cell and service and dance. Good time with cousins still!

Wedding was funny. Pretty bride and handsome groom. The bride was really anxious hahahaha when it was her turn to say her vow, she said "I promise to comfort you, encourage you, be there for you Lord. Oh no I mean Zee" (Everyone laughs hahaha) Not only once, a couple of times like "I'll love you forever not even death can tear us apart Lord, I mean Zee HAHAHA. And the pastor was like This is the coolest vow I had ever heard, the future wife proclaiming her husband as the Lord.

Had a day out with my cousins too. My three lovely big sis :) Was singing karaoke when suddenly a policemen knocked on our room door and called us to come out. Drug check. Everyone came out like you know how televsion always show. They wanted to collect my ic but I didn't bring mine! Mine's in Singapore. So my cousins were really afraid that I'd be in deep trouble, like I'll be held back by them and that they will think I'm a secret immigrant. Hahaha.

Then the policemen started speaking to me in malay and I was like "HUH????" Thank goodness my cousin saw and helped me. They asked us if we smoke and ever taken drugs and of course we said no. And then some officer didn't wna let us off but the kind one called us to go. Yay!

Terrifying experience. Had dinner at Maid Cafe afterward. Waitress there were all dressed in jap maid uniforms! Hahaha. Then we bought half a dozen of donuts and prata! Cousin treated :) Hehe thank you!!! Walked back to her house and we talked while waiting for the adults to fetch us.

Families in malaysia are really warm. Like my father is addressed as Ah Hooi there HAHA. I call my cousin Ah Peng! My uncles and aunts are called Ah Heng, Ah Soh etc. Short forms of their name with the 'Ah' in front. Sounds really kampong right haha!

ANYWAY #CCHMSNOSTALGIA IS TOP 2 TRENDING TOPIC IN TWITTER!!!! I had loads of fun reading thru all the tweets just now :) Really memorable days there. I read, laugh then retweet. Fb is flooding with "OMG CCHMS TRENDY TOPIC IN TWITTER!!!" statuses too. Oh well #cchmsnostalgia :) Here's some!

Mr Chua "When you charge phone in the class, you are stealing electricity. Stealing is an offence, ......" #cchmsnostalgia

First impression of cchms: Temple. Last impression of cchms: Temple under construction. #cchmsnostalgia

Mr. soon's "on time is late" #cchmsnostalgia

Shading abcdabcdabcd..... for ACC exams. #cchmsnostalgia

The Yeo twin teachers who were bodybuilders #cchmsnostalgia

ABLA: "This is not tested in Olvls." 4HM: Drops pen and shouts "chey...." #cchmsnostalgia

Okay there's so many tweets on #cchmsnostalgia I can't refresh finish. Its flooding my whole timeline!!!

2011-03-03T23:03:00.002+08:00

When I was in secondary school, I used to think one day of not doing any work wasn't a big deal at all. Now that I'm in jc, one day of not doing any work MEANS ALOT. Won't be able to catch up! I was so tired after floorball training yesterday that I got home and fell asleep at 10.

Woke up at 430 to do chem tutorial. Life's really taxing. Another 1.75 more years to go! Made up for yesterday by studying at tampines library till 9pm today with Sandy. Before that had a short quick meetup with Karen and Renia :) Sweet!

You know everytime 5 mins before a lecture ends, there would be some bell to signal to the teachers. And each time it rings, everyone in the lecture hall would go "Yesssssss!" Then until we all got told off by a teacher that we students are being very rude to the teacher, and it shows that we don't have the right attitute to study because we want lesson to end quickly. So each time the bell rings now, they'll go "Oh nooo (so sad lesson is ending)" Hahahaha its really funny to me! Tsk so sacarastic right hahaha.

Darren's birthday! And when we were all still in our secondary school uniform

Science fiesta!

During career talk! The speaker made me feel like working in uss so so much now!

Jc kiddos

Really miss them alot!!!!

Oh yeah the blueberry tart and apple crumble and hotdog wrap from my schl is really nice! Fav food from the canteen :)

Okay I'm leaving for Malaysia tomorrow afternoon! The pe department head don't allow me to?!?!?! :( Sigh I really dislike travelling.

2011-02-28T20:19:00.002+08:00

Its been ages since I last touched the laptop ever since my phone has been a convenient tool to access the net anytime anywhere. Been active on twitter since f9 and bunz often uses it to communicate with one another.

Anyway sunday was another day of dance! Finish learning the steps for verse 2, left chorus and bridge. Am so excited for Easter dance! The choreo of lyrical hiphop done by Royston is really nice. We're all still muddled with our steps now, pretty awkward looking now but I'm sure after a month more of touching up the whole dance would look great!

Had an impromtu meetup after school with Weining today. I went around hunting for my school bag (my previous one broke so now I'm carrying a red bag to schl) and court shoes! I am going to get my floorball stick with Jazrel tomorrow! Teehee so exciting, I hope we'll be able to find a nice blade colour.

Schl's been pretty good. With namely Felicia Angela Jasmine Rh Tinghong Bryce Wicky Jw around, jokes during breaks and even in between lectures. Jc is taxing, really got to agree with this but God is here :) Anyway Kim you came to my mind suddenly so yeah WE BUNZ ARE HER FOR YOU AND WE LOVE YOU! Don't be discouraged or anything :)

2011-02-24T07:01:00.000+08:00

I'm on bus 53! Shall take the time to post while making my way to schl. Sandy is late again hahaha shall meet her outside the school bus stop instead. Anyway yesterday was my first floorball training! Was really fun! Did normal dribbling of the ball with the stick so that we can get a hang of how it feels like. Paired up with jazrel! Happy that we both got into floorball. Cheryl ginny and nicole too :) jeanette crashed our trng ytd hehehe. I really hope her appeal is successful. I better keep my eye on the road now in case I miss my stop like last time. Yup so trng was fun! Excited to get our floorball sticks soon :) yay anyway I am happy for sandy she got into soccer girls schl team!!!!! Ok bye everyone have fun in schl today :)

2011-02-22T20:17:00.003+08:00

I just finished up my Econs Budget 2011 two pg summary! Yes! Got to reward myself since econs is really dry. Went to Ikea as a class today after schl since its meatball tuesday! Love how near Ikea is from my school :) They ate cheap meatballs (Its 1for1 after 6 even better!!!!!!!) and I got my all time fav hotdog bun instead. Yay its like my life, + extra chili!

Dreaded the first 2 periods of today, gp! Thank goodness there wasn't time for my group to do our presentation, because compared to the others ours really sucks heh.

The other time teacher lend us netbook for draft out our presentation in class - webcam time! (Still brown hair the other time)

And now black hair!

Angela has a small gullet. Hahahahaha never fails to finish her food the last even when she's eating a sandwich and the rest are eating a plate of rice.

Like in hawaii beach, doing gp essay draft

Yesterday was so funny!!!! Junwei splited his pants, really made us laughed like crazy. Well Junwei you made our day :)

Tomorrow's my first floorball training, till 830! Hope it won't be too taxing. Oh and I haven't been in touch with the guitar for A VERY LONG TIME :(

2011-02-20T22:55:00.004+08:00

It was been an eventful week! Valentines day on monday, surprised visit Kele at her house on her birthday, witnessed a fiery tiff outside the school library, dyed my hair back black at 4am in the morning, lao yu sheng with cell on friday, studied at Wiky's house, dance on sunday, dinner at grams.

I just did finished majority of my homework, so I feel kinda accomplished. Econs case study, gp essay and ppt, maths phys chem tutorial. Left with another econs budget 2011 summary! And much less stressed than last week. Definitely. Anyway Joan's parents helped us book our birthday chalet already! Really excited!!!! Hope it doesn't clash with anything :) Okay still a long more way to go.

SAM'S 17TH BIRTHDAY! Which we surprised her at her house :)

Waiting outside her room! And when she opened the door and we sang the birthday song, she was like "Eh wait let me put on my clothes!!!!" HAHA

Sam's sister spotted behind!

Karen does a hairflip!

I like bananas!

And surprise visit Kele's house on her birthday too :)

Zann hid in her closet and when she opened it, she was shocked till she fell onto the floor and all the clothes dropped out HAHA epic moment. And we read her p1 diary WHICH WAS SO HILARIOUS!!!!!

Met up the tpjc-ians for dinner!

Wearing my green house triton shirt! And Mich says she looks like a retain because she's still wearing cchms uniform.

Dance today was really fun! Decided to commit to Easter dance, probably the last dance for me this years because I don't think I'll have time to commit for christmas dance since it'll be the promos period. Genre for easter dance is Lyrical hiphop!!! My favourite genre. But little did I know it was so hard. Its a really expressive dance, with lots of emotions. Really like the choreo!!! But its tough man the steps, plus I'm not a fast learner at all. So I guess got to really buck up for this dance. But all of us had fun learning the steps today :)

Girls

+ Caden and Oswald

Stoneface (except Clara! I bet she was on purpose hahaha)

And DO IT THE KOREAN WAY!

I still don't really like my jet black hair now. Hazel says I look good in black hair (that's nice!) but Bryce say I look like malay LOL.

Pe's first period tomorrow! Am ready to run rounds around the track, but how boring. Let us do some rock climbing or something. Bring us to canoe! Yup anyway I got into floorball, really happy and I can't wait for training soon. I hope my voice comes back tomorrow, its been a week long. Just drank some chinese medicine eww which was unknowingly at home because I refuse to go visit the doctor.

SUPPORT RACHELY!!!!! http://buyonefromme.blogspot.com/ - Pretty cheap clothes up for sale :) Fund her!!!

2011-02-15T19:30:00.003+08:00

I've got a bad throat today!!!! Like how I always sound like a man whenever I got sore throat, so husky. Bryce asked "Eh why you today so quiet?" Then I didn't reply and I pointed to my throat, then he was like no wonder whole day you never talk one. It was so painful and tiring to talk!

Was so sleepy during phys lecture PHYS WAS SO DRY, I dozed off so many times and can even copy wrongly even after recopying from the ppt slides. After the lecture I was saying I fell asleep and they all did too! We're all on the same boat. We're already taking h1 phys but yet we dislike it so much, can take h-half phys anot ah?????

Angela says the blueberry tart from the first stall in the canteen is nice, it looks nice too gna try it tomorrow! And Jeannette says the tuna sandwich nice, another suitable grab-a-bite for me during breaks in between lectures.

We met most of our teachers already. I like our chem teacher! My econs teacher is a j3, she just graduated from mj last year, waiting for A's now. Hahaha. And my maths teacher is from ri and vj. We're like woah okay we'll listen in class.

Last sat!

Marabeth :)

Faith :)

Sam & Joan :)

Kele :)

The other day steamboat at Jway's house!

Pea is so tall!

+ Mich :)

Goodness look at Pearlyn HAHA

& We celebrated Bryce's birthday!

I love chocolate cakes!

Lastly, valentine day with the girls. Dinner at swensons! Met them after celebrating Bryce's birthday.

KAREN IS SO CUTE

My father helped me to take this shot!

Second chocolate cake for the day. Celebrated Kele's advanced birthday :) Because we all can't make it on the actual day :(

Love you! My eyes so small when taken with flash.

SAM AND RENIA SO SCARY HAHAHAHA

Jc + poly kids!

I LOVE YOU GIRLS HEHEHE & till the next time we meet!

2011-02-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

One of my most enjoyable valentines day celebration! Tho its in a new schl, and I'd still prefer chung cheng way of celebrating vday but nevertheless I had do much fun. Today was a day full of love!

Morning didn't go as smoothly, almost late then caught for spotcheck and I got to report early in the morning on wed. I always can't get away with spotchecks unlike those really atrorious ones sigh :( Its just my luck. But that was just part of my day that was ruined, other than that I enjoyed my vday in school!!!

Baked cookies at Corey's house the night before with Michelle and Rh, and brought them to school to share with friends. They say its nice! Hehe bought chocolates to give away too, plus little notes. And flowers to girls.

Then we had lunch with our j2 class, before heading to tamp for a surprise birthday celebration for Bryce together with Rh Tinghong Felicia Angela Jasmine Junwei. His birthday is on valentines day, I find it cool. Hehe happy birthday to Rachelt too! Love you sweetie :)

Anyway Felicia cake-smashed him on his left eyeball HAHA. Blew imaginary candles, shouted and laughed and ate the yummy chocolate cake. Glad he enjoyed his mini birthday celebration! Left for dinner with girls at Swensons. All of them were in their jc uniforms! Pretty school girls :) Siewting and Karen (poly kids) ended work early today so they joined us after our schl too hehe. Love spending time with the girls! Like finally a mini renunion. Exchanged vday present.

Oh and my father suddenly called and asked me to meet him at tamp m1 shop. And he got me a new phone - bb on vday! He was saying "Today's valentines so daddy will get you a new phone. Just want to say mummy and daddy love you" Had dinner with them at swensons too.

OH AND WE CELEBRATED KELE'S BIRTHDAY AT TAMP ROOF TOO! Another bday celebration with chocolate cake :) Today is such a sweet sinful day! All the chocolates and cookies and cakes. Hugged each and everyone of them before parting. And I went back to join my parents for ice cream.

Ate so much sweet things today and I feel a sorethroat coming on the way. My mother just passed me some strepsils because she heard me coughing from the room.

ANYWAY VALENTINES WAS SUCH A SWEET DAY TODAY! Love each and everyone of you, appreciate you guys and many hugs and kisses to you all! :)

2011-02-11T23:55:00.003+08:00

I'm so so so tired now! Its finally friday - Tgif. But it was a well spent day! Steamboat with the lovely people, tj tpjc and mj peeps. Hehe we had a good dinner together :) Enjoyed myself before I had to leave first for cell.

Jazrel's gna put floorball as first choice too, I hope we both would get in together. Sandy Jeanette Cheryl Ginny Nicole etc are all gna put soccer as first! Yknow I can't wait for them to join soccer, they'll so extremely cute in knee length socks and learning tons of ball tricks.

Anyway I dislike lecture styles. Teaching speed is like bullet train, and the thing is I can't stop the teacher. I need my classroom style of 25 to 1 teaching! Much easier. Breaks are for us to play ball, while most of the other classes are studying. There's a reason why is this school called a Mugger School. Not even a week passed in mj and most of them are already mugging. Even on the bus ride home.

I have a feeling that my mortal is my angel, and my angel is my mortal. Anyway my angel gave me a box of ferreo rocher! Fav food yum yum. Revelation day is on mon, 14 feb we'll see!

I have so much tutorials to complete, I'm tired :(

2011-02-11T16:00:00.004+08:00

Hi this is Pearlyn the awesome blogging for Joanne.

and i think that ruiheng rocks!

That was loser Ruiheng, yes that Ruiheng who needs to cut his hair AGAIN.

and that ruiheng that i have admired for such a long time and i finally get to see him!

Please give me a minute while I go puke in the toilet....

I dont want to embarass myself in front of him so i must do all the disgusting stuff first.

Signing off,

WHILE WE ENJOY OUR STEAMBOAT WHOO~~~

AWESOME PEA and NOOBY RUIHENG.

2011-02-07T22:20:00.003+08:00

So today was my official first day of schl. Reality wakes us all up. Its the start of the jc journey! Had our first maths, econs and gp lecture today. It went by quick fast surprisingly. Because I guessed it was all just recapping. Haha I actually forgotten how to complete the square. And I still hate Avodrago. SRSLY I HATE 6.02 x 10^23. I can never get it, I love concentration and mol though. Gna ask Jway to teach me tmr morning, got to clear my doubts at the fastest time possible. Not bad right me ;)

Anyway we had such long breaks in between! So we end up at 5.05 on most days. Today we had 3hr break before our math lecture. We played monopoly deal, celebrated Darren's birthday (our new classmate) by ordering pizza, slacked at the student lounge, guys played pool, girls planned j2 lunch. Oh and we have angel and mortal for valentines day, which they call it friendship day. I have nothing to write to my mortal (its a guy sigh I want a girl) hahaha i'm such a bad angel. But I'll get smth!

I wna go airport soon for yogurt plus 1 for 1! Oh and its quite cool, now pc knows Nicholas ting from tj. See how the world connects!

2011-02-06T18:07:00.002+08:00

These few days have just been more visitations. And eating of more goodies. I wna bake pineapple tarts with my mum but we don't have an oven at home :( Anyway my grandmother have a english name just one week ago. She's called Caroline. Me, my mother and father laughed when we heard that! Grandma Caroline. Hahahahahaha she likes it because it sounds younger.

Orientation photos. Mj loves taking photos, all around were cameras or dslrs.

Fiona!

Rh looks so short in here! AHA!

We have the same schl shoes haha!

MMM!

Feli!

During the lion dance performance and we're all kinda sian. And Jeanette's right there behind!

And our ogl asked us to put our hand into a box and lied to us that its some kind of lucky drew. I put my hand in and its actually a box full of worms! So yeah I let a worm wriggle on my palm and I passed it down to Ruiheng LOL

Alright going jogging with my dad later in the evening :)

2011-02-04T17:24:00.002+08:00

Orientation's over! The finale wet game was the best I guess, we were all totally drenched from head to toe. And my shoe like squishy squashy only. Ogls were all nice people! And we ended off the last day of schl for that week with a cny j1 & j2 renuion lunch. Each j1 class is attached to a j2 class, and the j2 class ordered food for us. Some had pizza! But well chips and cottage pies would do for me :) Headed to bugis to meet the girls for lunch.

Cny! Malaysia relatives (only first uncle's side) came over to singapore. Second forth and fifth stayed in msia, they didn't come over. It was a different kind of chinese new year for me this year. Besides not going over to malaysia (which we always do every year), we spent it in the hospital. Then at night I visited my granduncle whom I haven't seen since young haha so I don't really recongnise. Msia cousins stayed over at my house! Played the guitar, created our own sim, watched we got married and then got really tired so we slept. I still love my cousins tho I only see them once in a year :(

My dad asked me if I wna have a bbq because since we're moving house in may. During the marh hols? But no occasion abit funny ah, also not house warming hahaha. But I'm gna miss my house so so so so so so so much tho :( :( :( :( I hate packing.

2011-02-01T21:16:00.003+08:00

Found out my class. I'm taking p(1)cme. Crossing finger that I'm not regretting this. I don't feel the peace at all sigh. Anyway orientation finally started!!!

We had mass dance. Dancing to boom boom pow was fun, its like a dance battle, with 2 groups facing each other. I love the "act cool and throw" part. Then we had couple dance too. It was fun! Because the second time I danced with a girl. Really fun, and we got all sweaty after that. Like this part we'll have to lock hands and spin around super fast (like what I like to do with pam!) and we would spin supa fastttttt!

We had mmm (Mighty Meridian March) all around singapore today. Kinda like amazing race with given clues to specific locations. My grp went to Cityhall, Dhoby and Tanjong Pagar. Ran like crazy! And then we couldn't continue because the rain was getting bigger.At least we went thru half of it haha thank goodness it wasn't totally cancelled.

Oh and first day's games we had to put a marshmellow in your nose and blow it out as far as possible. Okay I did it! Hahahaha but quite sick ah.

Talking about class now, thank God they're generally all nice people. Ruiheng and Tinghong are in the same class as me. I have pretty girls in my class, I keep promoting them to other people hahahaha.

Made a friend, she's Felicia. From cedar, kim's school. And her boyfriend is appealing from tj to mj, I was like aww so sweet. The way she talks really reminds me of yolanda. Hahaha. Kim and her know each other so yeah, I have a mutal friend. And we wear the same schl shoe!!!!!!!! Honestly I was quite stunned, because you know how girls don't really like clashing stuffs. Haha but we're fine with it. So ogls and classmates all asked why we wear the same shoe, and we lied that we're cousins! Then I said "Father's side!" And Peiyi was like "Father's side then why not same surname one?" Hahahaha oh I mean mother's side (white lie failed) but we still continued telling everyone we're cousins.

New classmates! I found myself a shopping mate and a jogging mate.

Principal appearance. She's so so so cute!!!!!!!!!!

We got posted to your houses already also. I'm in triton (green hse) with Jeanette! Hahaha "I say Eh you say Ah, EH AH EH AH" love that part. Didn't really wanted green at first because I was in red house in pri school, I was hoping for red again. But oh well.

CALISTO PHOBOS MIRANDA ATLAS NO KICK LAH HAHAHA GO TIRTON GO!!! Everyone was supr loud during house cheers. Jc's really a whole new experience compared to secondary school.

2011-01-30T10:01:00.002+08:00

I've got till april to decide, usher ministry or cell ministry. Before service Randolf talked to me, after service Shawn talked to me. Well choices are just so hard to make, all I can do now is to just pray for direction.

Something that really warmed my heart yesterday was when I walked into worship centre, and then I saw Shannon AmandaY Sandrine, and they gave me a nice warm hug. Aww those cute little p6ers, eh no they're sec 1s now. I asked them how is their sec 1 life going, and they're like awesome hahaha. Really happy for them.

I got bak kwa at home, am so happy! And it was already raining the moment I woke up, nice cold sunday morning :) Heading out to meet buns later in the noon, then grandparent's house.

Ikea meatball tuesday!

Yummy meal! We cheapskate ah, buy one drink and shared with everyone and kept refilling because its refillable hehe.

(LOL) Pretend that we're drowning, the blue thing in front acts like a sea. And Sandy is missing ...

HAHA KAREN IS SO FUNNY HAHAHA

It feels like sleepover

Where is Sandy again?! But anyway ikea hotdogs!!!!!!!!!

Renia & her pink meow HAHA

2011-01-29T13:41:00.002+08:00

All the meridians are talking about our college anthem which we learnt yesterday. Haha well actually it was really nice and catchy, we all agree on that. And one thing that went thru most of the chung chenger's minds "Finally an eng school song after 4 years!!!" Yeah totally. We all like our college anthem now.

Yesterday we learnt our mass dance, they had so many different dances! Then we had cheers too and all of us found the diff houses pretty cool. There's red blue green yellow and black. I don't wna be in blue because my uniform pe attire and school buildings are all blue already, but the blue looks nice tho.

Had dinner with mj-ians at west plaza. Played 24, our new fav game. That game is really stressful though hahaha sandy's ear super red, adrenaline uh. Took a bus down to Slim's house and we had cell. Definitely love spliting into girls and guys separate groups. Had authentic sharing. And I was so tired during cell sigh. Had ice cream for late night snack after cell and slept right after I got home.

Weekends do you hear me? :)

2011-01-28T05:32:00.003+08:00

First day of school yesterday and I overslept. (No one wna believe my alarm clock didn't ring they think I'm lying hahahahaha) Okay so today I'm up earlier today, gna use the computer for a while before leaving to schl.

I went to schl with Sandy, met Minyuan Amanda Jeanette Ginny Cheryl Nicole Michelle Xiwen Jway Rh DeonL Marcus Ivan and more. So during breaks, we kinda went down together in a big grp, mini chung cheng gathering. I ate their cold tuna/egg hotdog bread. Siewting recommended it, her sis says its nice. They have my fav food also, oreo cheesetart!!!

So yesterday was talks the whole way. from 8 to 3. Mj's idea was to get the boring stuffs done on the first day, and choose your subject combi. By monday, we'll have our class already since they're using the weekend to sort out classses. And orientation on monday would be together with classmates.

Some talks were SO boring, i fell asleep while hugging my bag as bolster. Then they were talking about hcl students, "Hcl please..." and I was hoping "leave for recess leave leave leave" but then it was "Please stay back because we want to talk to you about H1 chinese studies". I was like "Noooooooooo I come jc is to stop taking chinese, why persuade me go take chinese studies?!?!?! Got problem one" Hahahahahaha. And we took the opt out form. I am exempted from chinese FOREVER now hehe.

Oh anyway I made a friend whom was sitting beside me. She's from chij, and she changed my impression of girls from that school. Like she was really nice! And she got 2 POINTS HAHA. I felt so intimidated.... nah. She thought I was a malay you know. Sigh how sad! Haha nevermind I get that alot of times.

Early dinner with the tpjc kids. I can walk to their schl from my house, next time I can go crash. Rushed home and dad drove me to the hospital to visit my uncle whom recently got a stroke. I was feeling a little scared to be honest. Talked to him abit and before we left, my mum my dad and me prayed for him to recover soon. And he isn't a christian, so I thought it was kinda cool. After praying from him, my aunt started tearing. God is moving and doing something within their family. And said she would bring him to church after he had recovered.

Got back home and I rushed my subject combi. Called plenty of people to ask about H1 econs or phys? It was really a tough decision. In the end I chose pcme (phys chem math econs) with h1 phys. I guess that's because I'm not hoping to be an engineer when I grow up so I forgoed phys. Thinking of taking up business hence h2 econs though its not a requirement to enter but it'd be better I guess. Now I just got to work hard because charis and sam say h2 econs is hard to manage :(

Going to prepare for schl now! Dinner with the mj kids from m3, then we're heading to cell together. I'm leading ice breakers this week and I haven't even thought of a game die!

2011-01-26T22:58:00.002+08:00

MJ IT IS IT. Weining and Corey are appealing in, I hope the best for them. Really man, they needa be inside! Hahahaha. It was one hectic morning, so many people were active on fb/twitter. You'll never see such a sight, at 8am in the morning. Had girls' conference at 9 and we shared about our schls.

Went to rcs today, yet another experience. I'm rushing out this post because there's school tomorrow so I can't type out details. But I had fun! Rushed to tampines for dinner with Weining. She told me her appeal process etc and how she doesn't know her way to her new schl tmr hahahahaha.

I needa iron my crumpled uniform tomorrow morning. I srsly hope my alarm rings tomorrow, somedays it doesn't ring and it caused me to be late the other time! Meeting Sandy at 0650 tomorrow :)

2011-01-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

Yesterday met up with the ex c2 girls and had lunch at pasta mania. I had my favourite apple crumble pie pizza! So awesomely nice to me!!! Its just because I am a fan of such things. After eating lunch, we hopped over to Jco for yogurt. We keep eating! Then accompained them to shop for their new year clothes while I bought my red school shoes. Walked to Bras basah and peninsular with Charis and Joan because I wanted to look for guitars.

But in the end I didn't buy any home :( I want a nice acoustic guitar! But the nice designs are mostly classical guitars. Sigh ah! Mrted down to Airport to send Benton off. Visited Bel at her yougurt workplace. And got to eat samples. She gave us such a big portion! Me and Charis bought and shared a small cup and I was like "Eh isabel give us more ok ok!" and she gave us SO SO SO much more HAHAHA like it was medium-cup worthy instead. Ate at macs and Charis said the fries tasted weird which was quite true. Took more yogurt samples from bel while I made my way back home.

Today was metball tuesday with the sch girls! Ate yummy chicken wings and meatballs and my yes of course, hotdog bun!

Me: Eh karen there got hole, you go crawl in from there
Sam: Then take photo with the hole, and then we tag you on fb
Karen: Yeah because I Karen Ho right!

HAHAHAHAHAHA so funny we didn't even thought of that

Went back to tampines and we had frolick 1for1. I hope our renuion lunch/dinner is still on on tues! Somewhere near all of us so that we can go back schl the next day. Eh and conference 9am after posting results come out!

Our conference reminds me of yesterday when we conferenced. Me and Siewting were like saying Aiya sam confirm late one lah, and we thought of telling her that the shuttle bus only comes every one hour so gotta be early. Little after we said that we found out that she was on the line too! Hahahahaha!

Posting results out at 8am via sms tomorrow! I killed my own suspense. Xuewen used my nric and help me log into her schl's portal. And yeah, I'm officially in Mj! I'm still excited/nervous for the other's posting results!!!!!!!! Will be up early tomorrow to catch the sms.

Pictures from weeks ago - results day! And tomorrow's posting day.

I remembered I had Oreo mcflurry for breakfast.

We planned to carry the same bag to sch

Ningfeng helpign Renia to spray black her hair!

And flea on sun! Went after dance so we were in tshirt + shorts + sweaty shag look

Soh and Lex

Kimmy!

Stayed till it closed. Helped Car's stall to pack up!

Me and Ducky

+ our two loving mums :)

2011-01-24T10:30:00.002+08:00

We were saying posting results are coming out this wednesday. And how ridiculous is it to receive it via sms.

Me: Next time they'll inform us by fb or msn!
Wn: Yeah why they so high tech. Next time fb notification! Or the school will nudge us on msn LOL
Me: No they'll create a fb event! Then the school will invite us, then if you not attending means you wna appeal out.
Wn: HAHA no lah maybe means appealing. Not attending means appealed out already!

Hahahahaha SCHL IS ARRIVING MY FUN IS ENDING! I hope I find my school shoes today. I'm learning Just A Dream chords!

2011-01-24T01:16:00.003+08:00

Dropped by Sam's house today around 11. We cooked our lunch together! Everyone should try moyojo's prawn noodle. It was so delicious! We needed prawns and veggie to have a more balanced meal hehe. Then we made milo + condensed milk (love it!) and chill it in the fridge, and topping it with rocky road ice cream and hershey choco syrup! Yumz!!!!

She passed me a h2 chem assesment book because she've got extras and I got really excited over it. Can't wait for schl! Thanks sam for your nice warm house :)

Walked to church from her house for dance. Next event we're gna do is Easter! But got to commit all the way till april, I don't know if I can manage my time, got to see how. We did more of technics today, like kicking and balancing. And I hate attempting to do splits. Seriously man just break my legs apart. Oswald taught us a little of hiphop chereo. And then we decided to have dance battle! Like any other american street dance movies. It was really fun! And funny.

Headed to flea with kim and verny. Cheap buys because it was getting late and everyone were desperate to sell their clothes. Seriously, $2 for a dress? Haha absulotely yeah. Visited car lex rachelsoh etc stall, we could hear them promoting their clothes from afar.

My last 3 days before schl starts once again! Been 3 months of worthy holidays woah. I miss Joan sweetheart alot alot alot! I miss my ex central 2 girls alot too!

2011-01-23T10:19:00.002+08:00

This is M3. Plus another 10 more.

So yesterday went to Hooked on Flea together with bel & jfn. Met mich and yuzi on the way hehe. Bel is the ultimate bargainer!

"How much?"
"$15"
"Can you go any lower?"
"$12"
"$10 can?"
"Huh...."
"Please? $10?"
"Okay lah $10"

HAHAHAHA $15 to $10 WHAT IS THIS?!?!?!!! Another method would be "Please???? For poly!!! (puppy eyes)" HAHA. Joany got nothing much since she insists that she bought clothes the other day already hahaha. We miss you kim and verny! :(

Rushed to church and I was still late. Thanks Josiah for helping me lead the front part. Service, Jeanette talked about love. How love is kind, patient, does not boast etc. Yet anotheer common passage but it spoke right thru my heart once again.

Dinner at Slim's house with Kele Sandy Ethel and Corin. Good time of getting to know Ethel Corin and Samuel lim better. Shared about our 2010, our dreams, the upcoming week etc. Like Ethel wants to be a supermodel! I am so excited for her future!!! She'll make it a big time, she's like 180 for a girl's height. And she's going for catwalk lesson (with high heels + book on her head) this wed :) Tell us about it!!!

And I'll still laugh whenever I think about Sandy wanting to be a farmer! HAHA used to be her sec 3 dream. And she even told her dad about it. Her father was like "Study hard lah", burst her bubble. I think its super funny hahahahaha. Anyway sat slim's car back to church so that I can go home with joan :)

Dance later at 3! Been 2 weeks since we last had dance.

PS: My fingers hurt from the guitar.

2011-01-22T09:33:00.002+08:00

We wore somewhat the same colour!

Joeyo, Deon (pic credits to you hehe!), Amanda, Renia

Mini jamming in the room

Bought lots of chips and tubs of ice cream to munch on, yummmmy!

Had M3 cell yesterday at Slim's house. Walked to Elias green from pasir ris mrt with Sandy and Kele. Took us 30mins! Haha super long walk. Cell was still big, but much smaller compared to the last time because some people didn't come. But its still big :( "What do I feel for?" "What do you chase after?" kinda sinked into me while Slim was leading word. I guess word was really good :) Then we had mini supper. Nuggets and ice cream! I scooped the ice cream, and Sandy's ice cream fell off from the cone. Haha!

And yay I'm so happy + excited because jh lent me his guitar. Getting started on my 2011 resolution: Learn the guitar!!! Just searched the net for basic chords. I can do a G now!!! Hahahaha. But I am still struggling with C and D. I can't arch my fingers so now my fingers kept leaning onto other strings which causes it to produce no sound. Oh and I can't do F as well. My little pinky too short and weak, cannot reach the string HAHA too short lah my pinky.

I did some strumming last night. Still sound awkward for a first time, but I shall keep trying. Hehehe.

I AM GOING TO PRACTISE IT WHENEVER I AM FREE!!! Really excited to master the basic of guitar, then I'm moving on to songs :) I hope I don't give up halfway.

Supposedly netball trng at tp with car etc today but I gave it a miss :( Sigh so sad next week, I really wna go!!! Flea later, then church, and dinner with my jc leader for some talk. I love weekends :)

2011-01-20T20:13:00.002+08:00

I had an eventful day today! Kinda enjoy meaningful days like this. Its a charis day today :) And I asked her to bring me along to rcs. Had the sudden urge to volunteer there. I'm glad I went. I had fun volunteering! It was the same feeling I had when I volunteered at All Saints Home/Metta. There were a number of highlifers volunteering there, Josiah Liu was there too hahaha.

The kids were all so loud and rowdy. They kept the energy level high. And since it was my first time there, I wasn't familiar with the kids and their names. But it was real easy getting along with them! Alston cooked mee goreng during his home econs and we had a taste of it. It tasted real good!!!! It was sweet of him to leave some and bring back for us to eat.

Some others pooled and played table tennis. Then when it was time for them start on homework, they whinned. Haha! I taught (omg I forgot her name lol) how to read the protractor. She got it fast. But when we got to acute, right and obtuse angles, took a fairly longer time. Charis came over to help, yay thanks :) It was then I saw that she had cuts on her left hand. (Like 5 cuts)

Me: Did you cut yourself?!
She: (Tries to hide) Yeah..
Me: Don't do that next time okay. It doesn't help you.

At that instance, my heart kinda like ached. Really man. Anyway I taught Alston math too, algebra expansion. It was really tough teaching him, but I enjoyed it though. Kept telling him that when you open the brackets, the minus sign will change to plus. And he did correctly. But when he moved on to the next question. he'll be like hmmmmmm how to do ah. Really tested my patience! Hahaha then I will laugh at him and say remember what I told you just now? Took me quite long to teach him 1 - 6/7 = 1/7 too, with modal diagrams. It was really a slow paced learning. Now I get why teachers who teach NT classes are always fustrated. You need lots of patience!!! But I'm glad I had fun teaching him :)

Had life skills session after studying. They had to write something good they're at. I really hope that will build up their confidence. I dislike it when people despise NT kids. I mean they too have ambitions! Some wna be lawyer, policeman, vet, basketball coach. They inspire me with their ambitions because I haven't thought of mine yet hahaha.

Kids left home and we had the pool table to ourselves! Had a fun time laughing everyone. Charis's skills not bad!!! :) Took a lift back to pasir ris on Ernest's dad's car. Laughed alot in the car as well! Hahahaha seriously man. Super funny, cny songs mixed with rap and techno. Oswald was singing it!

Omg Charis, firework is playing on the radio now and I am mouthing to it. Hahaha bet its gna be stuck in my mind for at least an hour. Anyway I enjoyed today charis, plus your company too hehe love you! :)

2011-01-20T11:39:00.002+08:00

She lives at Redhill, and I live at pasir ris. So our only chance to meetup would be during the hols. We didn't manage to meet during nov/dec. Thank goodness our schedule didn't clash in Jan. Yay here's my dearest girl, kate! My primary 1 to 4 friend, after which she transferred school but we kept in contact by writing letters to each other.

Her christmas gifts to me are filled with love :)

Ate ar pocketful of posies!

Ate a super big portion of chicken cutlet + fries. We were both so so full even though we shared the meal.

And headed to dempsey. But once we got there, it rained heavily!!!

Waiting for the rain to stop.

Such a bad timing to rain sigh!

And then it stopped raining and we walked about. We saw bnj! We decided to pop in because her cousion was working there. Hehe and we ate a bnj mini combo meal there. Ice cream + cake + hot chocolate :) We are both sweet tooth hehehe

Carrot cake, and 2 cookies (her cousin gave us the cookies for fre when the boss wasn't looking haha!)

I like the whole setting and atmosphere there. Found another chillout place :)

Warm hot chocolate, so yummmmy!!!!

My punk lady!

Winkz

Like what's uppppz hahahaha

I always tell her she should be a model! Highly potential.

And at the end of the day, shoe photos. Haha! Since sec 1.

See you soon again love! Say hi to her if you see her in acjc! Hahahaha

2011-01-19T23:16:00.004+08:00

Met up with Kate recently, another of our mini adventure. Miss her so much!

And class chalet yesterday. Cheeliang's got amazing voice! We only found out yesterday, he hid his talent from us!!!!!! Hahaha had mini jamming sessions with guitar and songsheet in the room. Then they wanted to sing tong hua (gosh I was like no no no chinese song) but that was the only chinese song we sang hehe and we all sounded quite sweet singing together.

Oh Mr Ang talked to me during chalet.
Him: So Joanne are you happy with your phys grade?
Me: Um kinda okay lah, b3. I didn't use it for l1r5
Him: Yeah I was expecting 5 people to get A1 for phys in our class. And you & pc are one of them.
Me: Oh yeah I heard he got b3 also, same as me.
Him: (You should had worked harder face)
Me: Aiya the paper hard lor!!!!!

And then for that instance I felt real bad. Like the feeling you disappointed someone. But anyway I am really proud of Jeanette, the only A1 for phys in our class :)

Oh and our chalet room is called Freesia. So weird right hahahaha, our chalet freesia! Ah I am so lazy to update. Basically I am just very tired right now, I want to hit the sacks :) Awkward pimple season again. The last time was in sec 3 dec.

My mum made pineapple tarts with her friends! Quite nice eh! No wonder she just got home. Left me alone at home until 12mn :(

2011-01-16T14:33:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy, I just sort out all my photos and put pictures into my thumbdrive, which I'm gna print it soon! I went thru lots of album: Xcountry, netball matches, birthdays, BAZAAR, airport study dates, international friendship day, graduation day and all those pictures made me smile to myself alot!!!! You know it totally played back like a flashback, aw man I miss those moments SO SO SO MUCH.

I bought a new pencil case too! And a floral notebook too hehe I love notebooks but I always use them halfway :(

Friday we had our first jc cell at Sam Lim's house. We cooked! Had to randomly choose one from Indian, Jap, Italian, Korean and Appertiser, Main course, Desserts. And our grp ended up with Indian main course!!! Prata here we come! Bought our ingredients from ntuc within our budget and headed to Elias green to cook.

We threw the job of cutting onions to Chen hao. Hahahahaha and he teared when cutting the onions!!! The girls cooked the prata. Super fun! Me and Jazrel screamed when the oil splatted out. Okay thinking back we were quite hilarious "Egg egg!!! Ok put hotdog. FLIP FLIP FLIP!" But we ended up with only one burnt prata, not bad eh :) Cooked like 40+ pratas for everyone.

Everyone came back together, and had a great filling dinner. Had sharing in 2 groups because our cell was too big. Seriously I don't fancy big cells, but its okay. Cell ended late, me and Jae rushed to Kim's party! But sadly it ended already :( Hahaha sorry kim :( But I hope you had a blast at your own party!!!

The flash mob which we did last week before service!!! Had lots of fun learning it and dancing it in the atrium. Learnt it during jc camp.

2011-01-16T00:51:00.002+08:00

You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?"

- George Bernard Shaw

So yes, why not? 2011 is gna be a year of achieving the impossibilities for me!

2011-01-14T11:24:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I finally submitted my jae form. I kept rechecking the course code, you know the I better key in right feeling. Haha! Lazy morning today.

Reorganise my room table.
Hang up my 2011 calendar
Write cards
Pack my messy wardrobe
Go to the gym
Meet Sandy at 2
Cell @ Elias Green
Kim's 17th birthday party

Happy birthday Kim :) WE LOOK SO YOUNG

Oh yeah my house is sold! Haha and so I'm currently "houseless" because we haven't bought any house yet. Do hope my new house is somewhere in the east though, that's the reason why I chose mj, its near my house. But now we're shifting house.

2011-01-13T00:41:00.002+08:00

Jeanette: Acjc hostel not bad eh. But they say go in 2 people, come out 3 people.

Hahahahaha! Okay I'm trying to pull her to mj now but she kinda set her mind on acjc already :(

Anyway I went to tj's open house yesterday and I didn't really felt like it was the school for me. Headed to mj today. And found myself more comfortable in it. So I guess mj for me for now :) I tried floorball and I think its really fun! So I think I'll be trying that out for my new cca instead of netball, finally a change since primary school. Oh and I tried archery too, utterly embarrassed myself. My arrow didn't even hit the board.

Ate ewf with Weining and we had a nice long chat. And I got my new schl bag!!! Its a backpack, don't really wna reveal the colour (lol sigh). BUT IT MAKES ME SO EXCITED FOR SCHL NOW HAHAHAHA I needa get schl shoes and pens and files and stationary too. Ah all these are making me very excited for my new schl life. I need some schl-shopping!

2011-01-11T12:11:00.002+08:00

I think I'm very free to post now because while everyone's busy looking thru the jae booklet, I can't be bothered. Haha so I took photos of my 2010 calendar! And I was laughing at what happened each other day. Like running to kallang after schl for a jog. And even small details like, subway for lunch. Really memorable because I could flash back in my mind.

That's in jan 2010!

And how I hate having extra chinese remedial :(

That was fun!!!

& tears when c2'09 mulitplied

3 days detention, always remember it man HAHA

Spotting Venice as potential essay topic, haha everyone was! Mugged Venice for the whole day.

And when O's was nearing, I was too lazy to add in colours. Too busy anyway! So from sep onwards, my calendar was really dull and black.

Sandy handmade for me a 2011 planner so I am gna use it! :) Love handmade stuff :) And I bought another big calendar for 2011 too, gna use it like my 2010's one. Record all significant events!

Samyee's sweet grad card :)

Missing my secondary schl life!!! Life is all about moving on, you can't just pause down there. But I'm excited for my new phase of life!

2011-01-11T10:02:00.002+08:00

We're on the way to toilet when we met Mr chua!

Mr Chua: So how Siewting, how did you do?
Me: She got 8 minus 4!!! (okay I abit kaypoh help her answer but aiya she too shy to answer hahaha)
Mr Chua: So where are you going?
Siewting: I going toilet
Me: ????

HAHAHAHA he meant what schl lah!!! Hahahahaha.

And then now I'm talking to Jayna!

Jayna: Eh Joanne HAHA I cannot help you buy the AC jacket already :(
Me: HAHA ITS OKAY LAH AIYO HAHA SO FUNNY
Jayna: Cos (hopefully) I'm going ACS! Hahaha so it will say ACSI not ACJC HAHA

Who's going acjc????? HAHAHA I think their jacket is really pretty! Gna head to tj open house in the afternoon :)

2011-01-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

So it was today, finally. I'd never want another of such nerve-wrecking moment again. Not until 2 years later. But I thank God throughout this whole O'lvl journey. If it wasn't for him, I'd have just died down halfway through. Thank God for big sisters in my life too, namely Charis and Joanc and alot alot alot more :) Your encouraging messages before each paper really spurred me on!

Had breakfast at Singpost with the girls before heading to schl. I could feel tension once in schl. The canteen auntie said our batch did well. And they're gna have an off day this wed. Oh and I wore a cross necklace to school today, really wanted toremind myself to praise god in all circumstances. Anyway thanks Siewting for the cross necklace from korea (I have 3 cross necklace now hehe) and lotsa tibits! She had fun in korea :)

Entered grand audi not knowing what to feel. Principal started talking abt our schl's general results. It was alot better than last year, had twice the amt of people going up on stage. Was happy for Persis!!!! She was up on stage :)

I glanced at Mr Ang, and he doesn't want to hint me with his expressionless face. Oh well, waited for my results slip not-so-patiently. And then Karen started crying. Even before she got her results. I was just overwhelmed. Went over to give her a hug and assured her that everything would be fine. I remembered when I got my results slip, my hands were trembling. Even Joeyo had to help me open the seal. Hahaha!

Anyway I've got 10 raw for r5. After minusing would be 6. Kinda mixed feelings. But then I realised I got what I wanted! Just like in my dream. Immediately in my mind I went PTL. I got a2 for ehist + ss! How did I do it?!?!?!?!!!! I wrote off for my ehist essay. Plus I never ever wanted to count on that for my r5. Guess God really does wonders :) Secured my usual a1s too, Amath Emath Geog. Really happy. And another unexpected a1! Chem!!!!!!!!!!

My heart leaped. I thought I read wrongly. How can it be?! Chem A1?!?!?! Haha but it really was. I was so so so so happy! I went over and gave Mrs Kee a tight hug. She was so happy for me! I told her "MRS KEE I GOT A1 FOR CHEM THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU" And she was like "I KNOW I KNOW I SAW!!!!!!" Up till now I'm still super happy. Just when I thought my chem was a goner (since I got d7 for prelims), God worked another miracle. I remember stressing out myself with lots of chem papers. And thanks to my chem tutors as well, mich jway weining etc.

I saw that I passed hcl too, I went over to find Ji Laoshi and hugged her. Aww I'm just glad I finally passed her subject :) I remembered screaming together with Renia when I saw she got b3. SUPER PROUD OF HER!!!

Anyway I really love my girls namely Siewting Sam Kele Renia Sandy Karen regardless of their results. Because I know that they did their best. Grades isn't everything sometimes. I just hope they'll like the next schl they're going to. I like how geninue they are. When they want to cry, they really cry. No facade. And they're happy for one another despite their own circumstances. And cheer up to any of you girls who are disappointed, we're all here :)

Had pasta mania and yami yougurt after results! Thanks siewting for the treat since she got the best among us :) REALLY PROUD OF YOU!!!

And to my dearest church mates + pwn + tsh + rwl, proud of you too! :) Your results might not be the best to the world, but its the best in my eyes.

2011-01-09T13:55:00.003+08:00

I dreamt that I got 10 points last night, let's see if its true hehehe. Its tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway jc camp is over. Really had fun. Got to know our new cell. Cell leader is Samuel Lim, but everyone calls his slim his initials haha! Nice nickname. Cell mates are rather nice people as well. But our cell is big. I don't really like the idea of big cell. There's cell next fri, means I'll most probably miss kim's birthday party :( Really sad!!!

Anyway I had sleeping bag race with pam before we slept. Hahaha she super funny!!! She fell halfway, luckily she's alright :) Then sam came over and a few of us just talked while it was way past lights out. Decided we shld sleep but then me joan and pam just can't sleep!!! So we sat in the atrium at 5 plus all the way till 7 and decided to wash up and get ready for the day.

Kinda convicted that I shld go jc now. But we'll still see tomorrow. REALLY EXCITED! I feel the tense!